My wife will be moving out and we will be separating. These 4 years were the best of my life and I can't understand anything that's happening. I just want to wake up and this all be one really long bad dream. I'm not sure when but after we got back from therapy I went to check where I keep my gun hidden and it has been moved. She must have thought it was a chance. There's other ways I can ctb like with a car but I really preferred the gun. I can't ask her where it is because then she'll know I was looking for it.
Last night my mind just tortured me with constant memories and feelings of things we'll never do again. I can't fucking do this. I can't fucking do this.
Last night my mind just tortured me with constant memories and feelings of things we'll never do again. I can't fucking do this. I can't fucking do this.
