darkenmydoorstep
Not Waving But Browned Off….
- Sep 27, 2023
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Sometimes I just feel like having sex to switch off, drop out. To be filled with physical sensation in order to distract myself.
Not to connect with someone but almost to challenge them to make me feel something. Sometimes I ever wonder if I'll ever have truly meaningful sex again.
Maybe this has arisen through years of intercourse with someone I don't love. I feel nothing when we have sex.
All I can think about is what an inconvenient chore it will be afterwards to have to go and mop up/clean myself.
Not to connect with someone but almost to challenge them to make me feel something. Sometimes I ever wonder if I'll ever have truly meaningful sex again.
Maybe this has arisen through years of intercourse with someone I don't love. I feel nothing when we have sex.
All I can think about is what an inconvenient chore it will be afterwards to have to go and mop up/clean myself.
