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lemohemo

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Apr 7, 2020
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Just don't know where to go from here. I've done 24 sessions with an amazing psychologist but now that I have some paperwork I'm thinking of pursuing euthanasia. Quite high scoring in a lot of areas on the test.

She told me at the end she wasn't sure it she had the skillset to help me and her supervisor encouraged her to go with it.
Most clinicians don't see this in their lifetime as we don't reach out for help or are dead by now.

I'm in Europe so Switzerland is looking like an option for me now if I can save fast enough.

I've had 6 attempts and been suicidal for over 20 years. Now I have evidence that my psyche is f'd and maybe ill get approved for euthanasia.
 
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claracatchingthebus

Clara seems to be waiting for something. But what?
Jun 22, 2025
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Just don't know where to go from here. I've done 24 sessions with an amazing psychologist but now that I have some paperwork I'm thinking of pursuing euthanasia. Quite high scoring in a lot of areas on the test.

She told me at the end she wasn't sure it she had the skillset to help me and her supervisor encouraged her to go with it.
Most clinicians don't see this in their lifetime as we don't reach out for help or are dead by now.

I'm in Europe so Switzerland is looking like an option for me now if I can save fast enough.

I've had 6 attempts and been suicidal for over 20 years. Now I have evidence that my psyche is f'd and maybe ill get approved for euthanasia.
i don't really believe tests like that have any validity and mostly they just serve to extract resources from patients

i am sure 99 percent of people who take the test end up with a result that suggests they need to pay more money to the mental/psychiatric industry

this world is extremely cruel, however, especially for people who are different somehow, so if this helps you to apply for euthanasia and you're unhappy and want the pain to stop, then i guess that's good

i wish this existence weren't so awful for so many
 
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lemohemo

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i don't really believe tests like that have any validity and mostly they just serve to extract resources from patients

i am sure 99 percent of people who take the test end up with a result that suggests they need to pay more money to the mental/psychiatric industry

this world is extremely cruel, however, especially for people who are different somehow, so if this helps you to apply for euthanasia and you're unhappy and want the pain to stop, then i guess that's good

i wish this existence weren't so awful for so many
Mine assessment was free through the mental health services in my country along with the therapy so I wouldn't buy too much into the make you seem more sick so you spend more money.

I have bipolar and my injection, psychiatric care including hospital stays are all.covered by our taxes
 
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EmptyBottle

EmptyBottle

Friends with Aera23
Apr 10, 2025
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not nice that a hotline said you were hopeless, they should say 'not sure what to say' vs making it sound like nothing can be said
 
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bankai

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Mine assessment was free through the mental health services in my country along with the therapy so I wouldn't buy too much into the make you seem more sick so you spend more money.

I have bipolar and my injection, psychiatric care including hospital stays are all.covered by our taxes
Yes but they still get paid more by by the government,don't they?if they diagnose you and you need more intensive treatment,tests and medication then they will get paid more as well.


It's a good thing you don't have to pay out of pocket at least.
 
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J&L383

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Jul 18, 2023
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not nice that a hotline said you were hopeless, they should say 'not sure what to say' vs making it sound like nothing can be said
I agree that sounds really odd that the hotline would make those comments to you.
 
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lemohemo

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Apr 7, 2020
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I agree that sounds really odd that the hotline would make those comments to you.
I said back to him "that's great to hear" in a sarcastic tone and he just went on about how he wasn't going to bullshit me in his words
 
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