Venting SCHIZO MOM WALKED OUT MUTTERING HER DELUSIONS

[AngelTear]

IM SO SICK AND TIRED OF THIS SHIT
I WENT DOWNSTAIRS TO GET SOME WATER THEN THERE SHE GOES ABOUT HER DELUSIONS OF GETTING OT THE RIGHT FAMILY
THEN SHE JUST FUCKING WALKS OUT OF THE HOUSE

I CAN'T TAKE OF OF THESE PEOPLE IT'S TOO MUCH
MY DAD IS ABSOLUTELY NOT HELP AT ALL HE REFUSES TO HELP OR GET ANYONE INVOLVED
IDK WHERE SHE IS, PROBABLY KNOCKING ON PEOPLE'S DOORS ASKING

MY FAMILY IS NEVER GOING TO GET BETTER
I WANT TO GET OUT
IM SICK OF BEING DRAGGED DOWN BY THEIR SICKNESS
I CAN'T FUNCTION MYSELF

WHY DOES THIS SHIT HAVE TO BE MY FAMILY
WHY MUST I HAVE A SCHIZO MOM WHO NEVER FUCKING GETS BETTER
A DISABLED DAD WHO FUCKING REFUSES HELP
A BROTHER WHO'S A NARC

IM ENTIRELY ALONE IN THIS SHIT
THERE'S ABSOLUTELY NO ONE TO HELP ME BARE THE BURDEN
THERE'S NO ONE TO HELP ME GET OUT
NO MONEY, NO TRANSPORTATION
I HAVE ABSOLUTELY FUCKING
NOTHING

MY ONLY CHOICE IS SUICIDE
BUT EVEN THEN I CAN'T EVEN GET A FUCKING GUN TO SHOOT MYSELF WITH
BECAUSE THAT COSTS MONEY

JUST PLEASE LET ME GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE