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Divinus

Divinus

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Has anyone went over the idea of using Youtube to post scheduled suicide notes/suicide videos?

I haven't found any examples myself, so I'm assuming Youtube took these down after they were posted. So its making me question the platform's reliability. I'm considering streaming my suicide to my friends, because at the end of the day they were the ones who stuck by me the most. Thus, I wanted my last moments to be with them. Though I'm questioning how I should deliver my suicide note to family and friends, as I don't want it to publish if I somehow fail...
 
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Dr Iron Arc

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Feb 10, 2020
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YouTube will definitely take down stuff like this. Google Drive apparently isn't safe either since I've heard of such videos being deleted from there too. Better to just store the videos in a flash drive or something, maybe multiple ones to back the files up, and then keep them in a place where the relevant people can easily find them.
 
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Divinus

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YouTube will definitely take down stuff like this. Google Drive apparently isn't safe either since I've heard of such videos being deleted from there too. Better to just store the videos in a flash drive or something, maybe multiple ones to back the files up, and then keep them in a place where the relevant people can easily find them.
Welp, thanks for the answer.

I wish I could change the type of thread this is, I meant to label it as question...

I think I might just store the videos on a usb stick and send out the videos to friends alike.
 
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cait_sith

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Apr 8, 2024
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If I would want to leave a video suicide note I would use a one-click-Hoster that allows video streams of the uploads so boomer-relatives only have to press a play button. I'd upload the videos there and post the links in a scheduled email. gofile is really good and free currently, no account needed, and the people running those sites generally don't give shit what people upload.
 
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Ironweed

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Nov 9, 2019
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You can't even reliably search the word "suicide" on YouTube anymore, never mind post on the topic.
 
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Divinus

Divinus

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Oct 6, 2024
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You can't even reliably search the word "suicide" on YouTube anymore, never mind post on the topic.
This is true to the very last dot...

I tried searching but all I saw was anti-suicide videos in hopes of discouraging those to enact upon their suicide plans. I've been suicidal since the age 11, which is like sending a toddler to debate Aristotle. I'm well versed on what I want.
 
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ThePlanIsInMotion

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Just don't publish the video. Make the video(s), upload the videos, but if you don't publish them they will never take them down. Then give your login information to your loved ones. You can even make, say, 10 different videos. Personalize them, and just name them: "For Mom", etc. That way they know what videos are for them. That's what I'm doing as we speak, actually.
 
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