Sasu members who CTBed

[damienlerone03]

hi guys! i was just curious to hear Sasu members that CTBed who also had an impact on you or something. I myself actually keep note of everyone who passes on this site that impacted me in some way, though sometimes i miss a few people because i fail to keep track :(
heres my list!

Friends that have died:
1. 4 am - June 1, 2024 - unknown
2. pancake1230 - Jun 22, 2024 - SN
3. everything goes - July 4, 2024 - SN
4. JKFleck - July 11, 2024 - SN
5. N3UR0T1C - July 13, 2024 - SN
6. AmericanMary - Aug 11, 2024 - SN
7. QueerMelacholy - Aug 24, 2024 - SN
8. Themogger - Aug 31, 2024 - SN
9. DropletOfFrenesi - Sep 13, 2024 - Hanging
10. mistymoo - Sep 18, 2024 - SN
11. Clive - Oct 30, 2024 - SN
12. Abyssal - Nov 6, 2024 - SN
13. Shrobae - Nov 9, 2024 - SN
14. heavyeyes - Nov 19, 2024 - SN
15. nolovenohope - Dec 21, 2024- unknown

Oh there was someone who i never got to talk to but their goodbye thread and story was pretty impactful to me at least.

Before me:
Puffyclouds - Feb 24th - CTBed by shotgun

 

[Namelesa]

I haven't interacted here much yet so haven't gotten actually know much people who have ctbed but someone who has (probably died) and has impacted me is darkest. They were fun and good to talk to and play in the Boys Vs Girls Counting game and were understanding and empathetic. Also with the method they found and used and shared to me (ligature strangulation), I think I could have a chance of using it myself if I can just learn to tie the knots.

ijustwishtodie has said he will try to ctb soon and he is definitely been a great member to interact with here with his views on life, death and suicide so he is 100% going in this list. I will be glad when he is able to escape his suffering.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

I'm hoping that @myusername890 makes it to the list. They were an amazing member here

 

[damienlerone03]

ijustwishtodie has said he will try to ctb soon and he is definitely been a great member to interact with here with his views on life, death and suicide so he is 100% going in this list. I will be glad when he is able to escape his suffering.

@ijustwishtodie soon?! wait do you have a date or anything?!?!?!

 

[sadfemboy:(]

@TheLastBoyOnEarth, one of the first people to have messaged me on the forum, extremely kind soul who would always check up on me. If everything went according to plan, <removed exact date for privacy> July, 2024 with N.

 

[Ashes of a Dreamer]

I don't have any bc I'm somehow new here, but your list showed me that SN is willingly the favourite method for people here :)

 

[Manic Panic]

It's both eerie and good to know that sn does the job .
May everyone of them find peace .

 

[divinemistress36]

Deadbattery aka wonkeydonkey. He sent me SN link and was kind and helpful to me

 

[damienlerone03]

I don't have any bc I'm somehow new here, but your list showed me that SN is willingly the favourite method for people here :)

It's both eerie and good to know that sn does the job .
May everyone of them find peace .

its a pretty popular method here because the resources are and steps are easier to obtain and follow compared to other methods! (i think). I'm sad they left us but im glad they found peace, even if it wasn't from recovery.

 

[TheHolySword]

Not sure if the person who impacted me the most CTBed but she isn't around the site anymore. Still we both joined around the same time and we talked often and got to know each other briefly. I felt almost normal. Just hope she's at peace

 

[damienlerone03]

Not sure if the person who impacted me the most CTBed but she isn't around the site anymore. Still we both joined around the same time and we talked often and got to know each other briefly. I felt almost normal. Just hope she's at peace

i know someone like that, the first person on this site who talked to me was someone named soulkitty, they left this site and deleted it. I kept it touch with them for a few more weeks but then our conversations died down and i haven't spoken to her in months. Hope she's doing well too

 

[floop]

i hope they all found eternal peace <3

 

[soonnotkoei]

maybe @mango000 is going to make it on the list. atleast that's what i can infer from their goodbye thread.
can't say for sure tho.

edit: can't seem to figure out hyperlinks
Thread 'goodbye! (my final post)' https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/goodbye-my-final-post.194352/

 

[Rocinante]

@wasteofspace22 - May 16, 2024
Knew him for a few years used to voice call all the time and planned to meet up since he moved near.

 

[nomoredolor]

@magicgranola died in the early hours of December 16th, 2024 to SN and he took my heart with him

 

[DarkestSoul]

@mango000 i think they CTB today.
Their last response on their last thread suggests that they ingested SN approx 4 hours ago.

Hope they found peace

 

[dexdbxtchthewxtch]

@ijustwishtodie passed 1/30/25

Achieving peace (goodbye thread)

If there are any mods reading this, I request you to please delete my account when this thread is visible to everybody. Thank you. Sorry for my post being so long. Since it is my final post here, I decided to be more expressive than usual. My entire post almost reaches 3k words so you may not...

sanctioned-suicide.net

@mango000 passed yesterday, 1/31/25, around 3:20pm EST.

goodbye! (my final post)

its 12:12, i just took 600mg of ibuprofen. 48 minutes to go im watching cute gl romance anime clips on twitter to calm myself down lol. yuri makes everything better ^-^ :heart: edit: its now 12:50. i just finished preparing my three glasses of SN. im gonna go lie down and put on some music id...

sanctioned-suicide.net

May they both rest comfily and safely in eternity.

 

[human909]

May they all rest peacefully and comfortably.

 

[damienlerone03]

@ijustwishtodie passed 1/30/25

Achieving peace (goodbye thread)

If there are any mods reading this, I request you to please delete my account when this thread is visible to everybody. Thank you. Sorry for my post being so long. Since it is my final post here, I decided to be more expressive than usual. My entire post almost reaches 3k words so you may not...

sanctioned-suicide.net

omg i never knew ijustwishtodie died. he was a real one. this is a huge shock.
i'm 100% adding him to my list

 

[nomoredolor]

omg i never knew ijustwishtodie died. he was a real one. this is a huge shock.
i'm 100% adding him to my list

I didn't realize either

 

[Gangrel]

IronBorn, he was a cool af guy.

Tonight's the night

SN arrived a few weeks ago, finally going to take the plunge tonight in a few hours time. Just wanted to say a huge thank you to everyone on this site who I've interacted with, without a doubt the best community I have encountered in my 37 years here on Earth. I'll still be here lurking up...

sanctioned-suicide.net

 

[asa]

hi guys! i was just curious to hear Sasu members that CTBed who also had an impact on you or something. I myself actually keep note of everyone who passes on this site that impacted me in some way, though sometimes i miss a few people because i fail to keep track :(
heres my list!

Friends that have died:
1. 4 am - June 1, 2024 - unknown
2. pancake1230 - Jun 22, 2024 - SN
3. everything goes - July 4, 2024 - SN
4. JKFleck - July 11, 2024 - SN
5. N3UR0T1C - July 13, 2024 - SN
6. AmericanMary - Aug 11, 2024 - SN
7. QueerMelacholy - Aug 24, 2024 - SN
8. Themogger - Aug 31, 2024 - SN
9. DropletOfFrenesi - Sep 13, 2024 - Hanging
10. mistymoo - Sep 18, 2024 - SN
11. Clive - Oct 30, 2024 - SN
12. Abyssal - Nov 6, 2024 - SN
13. Shrobae - Nov 9, 2024 - SN
14. heavyeyes - Nov 19, 2024 - SN
15. nolovenohope - Dec 21, 2024- unknown

Oh there was someone who i never got to talk to but their goodbye thread and story was pretty impactful to me at least.

Before me:
Puffyclouds - Feb 24th - CTBed by shotgun

Shro is not dead. He's alive and he never had access to SN.

 

[damienlerone03]

Shro is not dead. He's alive and he never had access to SN.

yeah i learnt recently after i posted this
yarv told me

 

[yarv]

I should say I do not know for certain Shro is alive

 

[NitrogenAfternoon]

Can we please get a full updated list and their goodbye threads as well? They really deserve to be remembered.

 

[onmywaytothebusstop]

hi guys! i was just curious to hear Sasu members that CTBed who also had an impact on you or something. I myself actually keep note of everyone who passes on this site that impacted me in some way, though sometimes i miss a few people because i fail to keep track :(
heres my list!

Friends that have died:
1. 4 am - June 1, 2024 - unknown
2. pancake1230 - Jun 22, 2024 - SN
3. everything goes - July 4, 2024 - SN
4. JKFleck - July 11, 2024 - SN
5. N3UR0T1C - July 13, 2024 - SN
6. AmericanMary - Aug 11, 2024 - SN
7. QueerMelacholy - Aug 24, 2024 - SN
8. Themogger - Aug 31, 2024 - SN
9. DropletOfFrenesi - Sep 13, 2024 - Hanging
10. mistymoo - Sep 18, 2024 - SN
11. Clive - Oct 30, 2024 - SN
12. Abyssal - Nov 6, 2024 - SN
13. Shrobae - Nov 9, 2024 - SN
14. heavyeyes - Nov 19, 2024 - SN
15. nolovenohope - Dec 21, 2024- unknown

Oh there was someone who i never got to talk to but their goodbye thread and story was pretty impactful to me at least.

Before me:
Puffyclouds - Feb 24th - CTBed by shotgun

It makes me sad for them but at the same time it gives me hope and courage to CTB.

To all those that went before me i hope you rest in peace!

 

[locked*n*loaded]

@suffering_mo @americanmary

Yeah, I had pretty extensive chats with both of them, but talking with @suffering_mo definitely impacted me. She was so torn over needing to ctb due to guilt over leaving her children and because of her religion. Over many months she endured all of the physical pain she was suffering, working out the guilt she felt, until she found her peace in her decision. She didn't want to ctb. She had a wonderful life and family. She just couldn't take the pain of her condition any longer.