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The anhedonic one

The anhedonic one

Dead inside
May 20, 2023
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We are all broken here in one form or another.
We seek others like ourselves: fellow sufferers in this worldly sea of pain.
Only here can I be myself.
Only here can I find compassion, for compassion is never given to me in the real world.
I connect with all of the broken ones like myself, and take great comfort in knowing that I am not alone in this world of cruelty and despair.
We pour out our suffering to each other , and understand each other, and offer compassion and support.
We connect on such a deep level, that the vast majority of people will never understand.

Yet this dreadful world can never accept all of us here.
For they can never fathom our pain, nor the desire to sleep forever.
 
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Daxter_87

Daxter_87

If my name is crossed out, hopefully I'm dead.
May 28, 2023
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Very beautifully written. Judging by the lyricism of your sentences, I assume that this is a poem, am I right?
 
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The anhedonic one

The anhedonic one

Dead inside
May 20, 2023
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Very beautifully written. Judging by the lyricism of your sentences, I assume that this is a poem, am I right?
Thank you. I sometimes get so emotional that I begin to pour my heart out into writing and I cannot stop.
I am sure that it is the untold pain that is inside of me that is begging me to express itself into words.
Although no words could ever express what I've been through.
I just write and write from a place deep inside of me.
Just feelings into words without thinking.
 
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foreverfalling

foreverfalling

Experienced
Jul 22, 2022
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Thank you for sharing and expressing what's also in my heart.
 
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