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Trisolaris

Trisolaris

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Dec 11, 2018
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About two weeks ago I started trying to hang myself (partial) every day after work. I tried different ropes and positions and nothing works. I can't lose consciousness. I barely function at work and at home and the only thing giving me some comfort is the thought of death but I just can't get it done. I guess this is what rock bottom feels like. I'm in hell.
 
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-Memento Mori-
Dec 3, 2019
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About two weeks ago I started trying to hang myself (partial) every day after work. I tried different ropes and positions and nothing works. I can't lose consciousness. I barely function at work and at home and the only thing giving me some comfort is the thought of death but I just can't get it done. I guess this is what rock bottom feels like. I'm in hell.
You are not alone. Most people here failed partial. It is not an easy method.
 
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calendulo

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Yes, it is a routine, I would not say ridiculous, but dangerous yes.
guess you might changing method.
 
Trisolaris

Trisolaris

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Dec 11, 2018
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Yes, it is a routine, I would not say ridiculous, but dangerous yes.
guess you might changing method.

I don't know what to change to since I don't have access to N or SN in my country. The only thing available is trying to hang myself at my parents' shed, where there's a better option for the ligature point.
 
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Backwood_tilt

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Dec 27, 2019
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Can you compress your carotids and make yourself get dizzy/lightheaded with your hands?

If so, i would try tourniquet.
 

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