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I want to go home
- Apr 18, 2019
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Some people have made threads like this, so I thought I could ask as well…
My plan currently is to take SN with water on the day I choose. Before I do I will send my notes: one scheduled through Gmail's schedule function, and the rest sent shortly before passing via Discord.
I don't have an antiemetic or antiacid so I'll prepare two doses and take the second if I vomit or don't pass away. I also plan on fasting to (hopefully) reduce the risk.
I have been rather unlucky so if I feel like it I might hide my SN in the house so if I pass out but not die and am found, I will still have a way out.
For my mom (I live in the same house) I plan on leaving a written note and a sort-of will. There's a door between the entrance and the living room (that or I'll do it in my bedroom, I haven't picked yet), so when I do it, I'll tape a note to it saying to call the police, so when my mom comes in, she won't have to deal with a dead body, and the police will be much better at handling everything.
My main worry is that I will underdose and not die. My life will probably be ruined if I attempt but not die.
If two doses fail I will go to the railway station near my place and throw myself in front of the first train that arrives. I REALLY hope I won't have to.
Any advice? Thank you.
My plan currently is to take SN with water on the day I choose. Before I do I will send my notes: one scheduled through Gmail's schedule function, and the rest sent shortly before passing via Discord.
I don't have an antiemetic or antiacid so I'll prepare two doses and take the second if I vomit or don't pass away. I also plan on fasting to (hopefully) reduce the risk.
I have been rather unlucky so if I feel like it I might hide my SN in the house so if I pass out but not die and am found, I will still have a way out.
For my mom (I live in the same house) I plan on leaving a written note and a sort-of will. There's a door between the entrance and the living room (that or I'll do it in my bedroom, I haven't picked yet), so when I do it, I'll tape a note to it saying to call the police, so when my mom comes in, she won't have to deal with a dead body, and the police will be much better at handling everything.
My main worry is that I will underdose and not die. My life will probably be ruined if I attempt but not die.
If two doses fail I will go to the railway station near my place and throw myself in front of the first train that arrives. I REALLY hope I won't have to.
Any advice? Thank you.
