Venting Relapsed

[sadcausebad]

Just need somewhere to vent, don't really feel like I have anyone to turn to and nobody's even noticed anyway, I've been locked in my house for the past 2 weeks getting drunk and high back to back. I finally ran out of drugs and don't have enough money to buy more which is fine this is usually how I sober myself up.

I'm just so stressed and lonely, I have literally have nothing or no one.