Discussion Really struggling

[Darkest sasquatch]

Hi all, been suicidal since I was 13 now 44 the feelings are still the same. Got kids a wife and a good home. Still wish I was not here

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry that you are going through this. It sounds like you have been suffering for a long time and I know that it is hard to carry on when all you want is to leave. I hope you find relief from pain in whatever happens.

 

[onlyanimalsaregood]

I'm sorry you feel that way. What makes you not want to be here?

 

[Darkest sasquatch]

I'm sorry you feel that way. What makes you not want to be here?

Pain from childhood, disappointment in life. Just thinking about things would be great without me

I'm sorry that you are going through this. It sounds like you have been suffering for a long time and I know that it is hard to carry on when all you want is to leave. I hope you find relief from pain in whatever happens.

How many times have you tried

I'm sorry that you are going through this. It sounds like you have been suffering for a long time and I know that it is hard to carry on when all you want is to leave. I hope you find relief from pain in whatever happens.

How many times have you tried

I'm sorry that you are going through this. It sounds like you have been suffering for a long time and I know that it is hard to carry on when all you want is to leave. I hope you find relief from pain in whatever happens.

How many times have you tried

I'm sorry that you are going through this. It sounds like you have been suffering for a long time and I know that it is hard to carry on when all you want is to leave. I hope you find relief from pain in whatever happens.

How many times have you tried

 

[DPJ187]

What would be better without you mate. If you earn the money your wife and kids are not going to be better off, if you love your kids they wont be better off with one less person cheering them on. We accept all views on here though so please express yourself how you want to. There are people here that can help you if you want any information. Just ask

 

[FuneralCry]

How many times have you tried

How many times have you tried what? If you mean ctb attempts then I have not properly attempted because of the fear of failure. Ctb is very difficult, I would only attempt if it was certain that I would succeed.

 

[ClownMe]

Being depressed/suicidal for the majority of your life is rough, im 21 and its hard to remember a time when I was happy, been depressed since around 11/12 years of age.

 

[onlyanimalsaregood]

Pain from childhood, disappointment in life. Just thinking about things would be great without me

Yeah I can relate. Life sucks.

 

[Kismet]

Do you wish it would be better without you or do you not want to be here anymore? I'm the ladder myself. It's unfortunate to have that lingering thought. It comes and goes for me and always has. Only recently started gathering info and supplies will be next. That is pretty great that you have been able to build a life and and have kids. How old are they?

 

[Glowarm]

Sorry to hear that you're struggling so much.