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Crows

Crows

Look in the mirror in the dark there you will see
Mar 8, 2020
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I'm high as fuck and scared. I'm a scared little baby boy that's afraid of death , even though I hear it everyday. My job sucks , my life sucks. I'm in debt and feel like everyday I live is a miracle. Time goes so fast.I hate having panic attacks when I'm high at the same time I enjoy them. Just hopefully don't have another psychosis. I'm dumb and don't deserve to live. I kinda want to experience ego death.
 
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Lilacmoon

Lilacmoon

Beautiful moon, take me away.
Sep 23, 2020
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Outcryofcrows said:
I'm high as fuck and scared. I'm a scared little baby boy that's afraid of death , even though I hear it everyday. My job sucks , my life sucks. I'm in debt and feel like everyday I live is a miracle. Time goes so fast.I hate having panic attacks when I'm high at the same time I enjoy them. Just hopefully don't have another psychosis. I'm dumb and don't deserve to live. I kinda want to experience ego death.
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hi high as fuck and scared
i love you big bro
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Outcryofcrows said:
I'm high as fuck and scared. I'm a scared little baby boy that's afraid of death , even though I hear it everyday. My job sucks , my life sucks. I'm in debt and feel like everyday I live is a miracle. Time goes so fast.I hate having panic attacks when I'm high at the same time I enjoy them. Just hopefully don't have another psychosis. I'm dumb and don't deserve to live. I kinda want to experience ego death.
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I'm sorry you feel that way. :hug: Panic attacks are b*tches... if I may ask, why do you want to experience ego death?
 
Crows

Crows

Look in the mirror in the dark there you will see
Mar 8, 2020
56
antigone_iris said:
I'm sorry you feel that way. :hug: Panic attacks are b*tches... if I may ask, why do you want to experience ego death?
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So I can experience death before I die.
 
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