I don't have a lot of resources but I need a quick way to CTB that can happen at night time when everyone is asleep. I don't have any rope around and the only medicine around me is melatonin so hanging/overdosing is off the table. Is there any easy, available ways to CTB?
If you do not have a lot of resources, I would recommend the method of jumping instead for 3 very important reasons:
1. You will die immediately.
2. You will feel no pain whatsoever.
3. You will have a 0% chance of failure.
That is, if you jump from a sufficiently high place.
You are going to need a 40+ meter long fall with a hard landing. All of the conditions 1, 2, and 3 will be fulfilled. You will die immediately, pain-free, and with 100% certainty upon hitting the ground. Landing will be like pressing the metaphorical death button, and then you will just be dead.
Do some research on the highest cliffs & bridges in your area, or hotels/highrise buildings with accessible rooftops that are at least 10 stories tall.
All you have to do is drive to get there. If you are worried that the survival instinct might prevent you from making the jump, just bring a lot of booze and anti-anxiety medication. If you do not want others to see you do it, just wait at that location and do it at night.