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StarryStarry

StarryStarry

Cat Lady
Oct 25, 2021
749
Again, if I'm not supposed to be asking this question here - forgive me.

I want out before Christmas. It seems what I had previously planned won't work. So my question is how do you hang yourself. I've done some research and it seems fairly painless with the person passing out fairly quickly, but I have no idea how to tie a rope or what to do next. Can someone help me.
 
Vasy93

Vasy93

we are dead without dying
Nov 22, 2021
104
The gallows is not a good idea as a peaceful way to end one's life
 
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Vasy93

Vasy93

we are dead without dying
Nov 22, 2021
104
Indeed, nitrite was much better than the gallows you planned. The benzodiazepines you have can be used before nitro
 
StarryStarry

StarryStarry

Cat Lady
Oct 25, 2021
749
Indeed, nitrite was much better than the gallows you planned. The benzodiazepines you have can be used before nitro
Well, let me tell you what a dumb ass I am. I purchased two bottles of Sodium NItrate. Yeah - now I can't find Nitrite. Any other suggestions? I really do NOT want to be here for Christmas.
 
Vasy93

Vasy93

we are dead without dying
Nov 22, 2021
104
Well, let me tell you what a dumb ass I am. I purchased two bottles of Sodium NItrate. Yeah - now I can't find Nitrite. Any other suggestions? I really do NOT want to be here for Christmas.
I have a kg of 98% pure nitro in an intact plastic container that I bought from a laboratory in April, now I hid it in a safe place, nitrite is only sold to legal entities, I'm afraid to send it To some, the law is harsh here
 
StarryStarry

StarryStarry

Cat Lady
Oct 25, 2021
749
I have a kg of 98% pure nitro in an intact plastic container that I bought from a laboratory in April, now I hid it in a safe place, nitrite is only sold to legal entities, I'm afraid to send it To some, the law is harsh here
Oh, I certainly didn't mean for you to do that!! I would never ask anyone to do that. I just need to find out how to get it and how to take it. Just think Christmas without pain, tears and I won't be alone. I'll be with my little girl!!
 
Vasy93

Vasy93

we are dead without dying
Nov 22, 2021
104
I have some suggestions, we can talk in private.
 
Vasy93

Vasy93

we are dead without dying
Nov 22, 2021
104
What country do you live in?
If you have the antidepressant amitriptyline, it's a good ideaor carbon monoxide is a peaceful and safe method
 
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StarryStarry

StarryStarry

Cat Lady
Oct 25, 2021
749
If you have the antidepressant amitriptyline, it's a good idea
I have a bunch of antidepressants not sure if that is one of them. I have about 35 xanax and lots of vodka
If you have the antidepressant amitriptyline, it's a good ideaor carbon monoxide is a peaceful and safe method
I have a little open hibachi with a huge bag of charcoal that I was going to use inside my vehicle. No one will find me for days cause - no one will look for me
 
Vasy93

Vasy93

we are dead without dying
Nov 22, 2021
104
I have a bunch of antidepressants not sure if that is one of them. I have about 35 xanax and lots of vodka

I have a little open hibachi with a huge bag of charcoal that I was going to use inside my vehicle. No one will find me for days cause - no one will look for me
Don't take them because they are not good for a peaceful method. If you want a peaceful, safe and fast method, you must use carbon monoxide
 
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StarryStarry

StarryStarry

Cat Lady
Oct 25, 2021
749
I have a bunch of antidepressants not sure if that is one of them. I have about 35 xanax and lots of vodka

I have a little open hibachi with a huge bag of charcoal that I was going to use inside my vehicle. No one will find me for days cause - no one will look for me
I have a bunch of meds: Temazepam, xanax, topiramate, fluoxetine, citalopram, venlafaxene, tramadol and acetometophen I have about 150 pills all toll I figure between this and the hibachi its lights out
 
Vasy93

Vasy93

we are dead without dying
Nov 22, 2021
104
I have a bunch of meds: Temazepam, xanax, topiramate, fluoxetine, citalopram, venlafaxene, tramadol and acetometophen I have about 150 pills all toll I figure between this and the hibachi its lights out
acetaminophen is not good at all, you can throw it away. Not all of this will kill you, including tramadol and temazepam, even if it's toxic. see if you can get amitriptyline in america, you need 10 g and an antiemetic (metoclopramide)
 
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StarryStarry

StarryStarry

Cat Lady
Oct 25, 2021
749
DAMN!!! Even with lots of alcohol? Standing in front of a train doesn't do much for me. I want to leave, but in one piece.
You are truly a wealth of information. I feel as if I am monopolizing your time. If I am, I apologize. I'm 67 and ready to leave - old age isn't fun, no job, no life, no friends or family. Not much to stick around for.
 
Vasy93

Vasy93

we are dead without dying
Nov 22, 2021
104
DAMN!!! Even with lots of alcohol? Standing in front of a train doesn't do much for me. I want to leave, but in one piece.
You are truly a wealth of information. I feel as if I am monopolizing your time. If I am, I apologize. I'm 67 and ready to leave - old age isn't fun, no job, no life, no friends or family. Not much to stick around for.
it is not a good idea to take the medicines you have. The train is not a good idea either. You said you wanted a safe, peaceful and fast method. Then carbon monoxide remains ... Screenshot 20211208 234641
 
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StarryStarry

StarryStarry

Cat Lady
Oct 25, 2021
749
I hope it works. If it doesn't, the train is looking like the next thing. You have been so kind and understanding answering all my questions. Thank you so much!!! I really appreciate you taking your time to help me out.
 
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Vasy93

we are dead without dying
Nov 22, 2021
104
I hope it works. If it doesn't, the train is looking like the next thing. You have been so kind and understanding answering all my questions. Thank you so much!!! I really appreciate you taking your time to help me out.
Take care of yourself...
 

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