Purple

[tbh2023]

So when we die we turn purple anyway. Why I panicked about sn changing skin to blue and black? I think I'm looking for excuses not to use sn. I guess I'm just scared

 

[GoSan1]

Its normal to be scared, don't worry about it. We are speaking of death after all...

 

[idelttoilfsadness21]

It's definitely scary as I have been in that feeling. I don't know about the color exactly but I know when my fingers were numb besides my toes and feet from having low oxygen due to my underlying condition, it feels like your dying and I remember hallucinating an alligator eating my finger so I know definitely you will feel numb then the actual color rushing into your body. I haven't tried SN but I definitely am interested in it now, but for you, you do know there are other methods and at the same time, if this isn't what you want at the moment, give it some time and don't feel rushed into your ctb.

 

[tbh2023]

Its normal to be scared, don't worry about it. We are speaking of death after all...

Thank you! That's why I feel lost. I don't know what I want?!

It's definitely scary as I have been in that feeling. I don't know about the color exactly but I know when my fingers were numb besides my toes and feet from having low oxygen due to my underlying condition, it feels like your dying and I remember hallucinating an alligator eating my finger so I know definitely you will feel numb then the actual color rushing into your body. I haven't tried SN but I definitely am interested in it now, but for you, you do know there are other methods and at the same time, if this isn't what you want at the moment, give it some time and don't feel rushed into your ctb.

Thank you my friend! I'm just going to search and see. I'll prob just use it at the end. I'm sorry for your medical condition. Life is hard as it's.

 

[The_Hunter]

if you're scared then don't go through with it. you don't want to use it and then regret it. only go through with it if you are actually at peace with it. you can't go back, so please think it over well and intensely, before you decide to put down the hammer. take it easy

 

[tbh2023]

if you're scared then don't go through with it. you don't want to use it and then regret it. only go through with it if you are actually at peace with it. you can't go back, so please think it over well and intensely, before you decide to put down the hammer. take it easy

Thank you @The_Hunter!! You're right I'm not ready..