Venting Purchasing a firearm soon for ctb

[DeathBeforeDignity]

Ive finally reached my breaking point. Came here to confide with others about so and so. Ive been suicidal for atleast 5 years, trauma blocking has made me forget how long its really been. This will be one of my only posts on here most likely. Does anyone else not care to leave a last message or note? I dont even want my family to know what happened, id rather just disappear and not have to deal with anything ever again. Also, would it really matter if i missed my brainstem? Nobody would find my body for hours because im likely going to do this in the woods.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand just wishing to disappear from this existence, personally the only relief for me would lie in never existing again. But anyway I wish you all the best.