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celtistan

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Jun 4, 2025
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I have unlimited access to propranolol, verapamil, and Amitriptyline (tricyclic antidepressant). But i have no access to benzos (if i did i would have just went with Amitriptyline-Oxazepam combo method as in the peaceful pill handbook). The lack of access to benzos puts me in the dire choice of comparing between lethality and suffering until loss of consciousness.

So which way is more lethal and which way has more suffering ? AI models say that propranolol-verapamil combo is more lethal as well as bring about less suffering before death, compared to the "prolonged seizures", agitated delirium, and anticholinergic effects that would be caused by amitriptyline in the abdence of a benzo. But i dont lend full trust to either of their conclusions, like why wouldnt propranolol-verapamil be suggested in the book or other renowned methods If they are that reliable ?
 
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intr0verse

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Jan 29, 2021
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I think you should really find a source for benzos. Otherwise it won't be peaceful.
 
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quietwoods

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I have unlimited access to propranolol, verapamil, and Amitriptyline (tricyclic antidepressant). But i have no access to benzos (if i did i would have just went with Amitriptyline-Oxazepam combo method as in the peaceful pill handbook). The lack of access to benzos puts me in the dire choice of comparing between lethality and suffering until loss of consciousness.

So which way is more lethal and which way has more suffering ? AI models say that propranolol-verapamil combo is more lethal as well as bring about less suffering before death, compared to the "prolonged seizures", agitated delirium, and anticholinergic effects that would be caused by amitriptyline in the abdence of a benzo. But i dont lend full trust to either of their conclusions, like why wouldnt propranolol-verapamil be suggested in the book or other renowned methods If they are that reliable ?
You're kinda asking for direct advice on how to kill yourself which is going to be tough to reply to.

My advice: post more on this forum and get access to the search functionality. This will enable you to find more info about your posted medications.

I would strongly recommend against using amitriptyline by itself. Even with benzos it can take 24-48 hours to die, and the symptoms are supposedly not pleasant. Amitriptyline should only be used, in my opinion, as part of the cardiac switch outlined in the PPH, when combined with digoxin and other drugs.

Also consult this:
 
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