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TwoQuarks

TwoQuarks

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I deal with recurring suicidal thoughts but I'm not planning anything right now and I don't know if I ever will. That uncertainty is the problem. If something happened suddenly, I don't want my family accessing my phone, laptop, social media, saved passwords, search history, etc.

At the same time, I don't want to delete everything now and then stay alive and regret it.

Any ideas?

Ps: I use Windows and Android
 
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cakedog

cakedog

waiting for the respawn
Dec 13, 2025
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you don't have to delete anything you can just encrypt your computer and i think you can also encrypt your phone
 
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I deal with recurring suicidal thoughts but I'm not planning anything right now and I don't know if I ever will. That uncertainty is the problem. If something happened suddenly, I don't want my family accessing my phone, laptop, social media, saved passwords, search history, etc.

At the same time, I don't want to delete everything now and then stay alive and regret it.

Any ideas?

Ps: I use Windows and Android

I agree with @cakedog. You can encrypt your computer. It's quite easy to do on Windows. It won't slow the computer down. It doesn't affect performance, because the encryption algorithm is supported by hardware. The only difference is that if you forget your PIN or password, you lose your data.

Regarding the phone, any modern phone has built-in data encryption already at the OS level. The phone 'unlocks' the data when it boots up. If you want to make sure no one can access your phone, power it down. Doing that makes it virtually impossible to break into the phone, unless someone can guess your PIN. Brute-forcing it doesn't work either, because phones use hardware-based encryption, which prevents this. It's not like the old days or in movies where the police can just hook it up to a device and unlock it. Such things don't exist anymore. The key is to power the phone down and not just lock it.

The biggest risk is not your computer or phone, but your accounts and passwords. Your friends or relatives might initiate the password recovery process on your accounts and access your data stored in the cloud. You can prevent this by using two-factor authentication, which usually raises an account to a higher security level. It isn't just about the login process per se. If 2FA is turned on, service providers take it as a sign that you care about security, and usually make password recovery harder. You can also enter fake birthdates or tricky answers to security questions. However, this can be dangerous if you need to recover your password yourself.
 
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interna

interna

Gone Tomorrow, Here Today
Dec 1, 2025
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personally im going to change every single one of my passwords to accounts and emails to various random strings of numbers & letters and log out of each one
 
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Gangrel

Gangrel

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Jul 25, 2024
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personaly i won't care anymore so i will give my stuff to a trusted person, like my steam account and stuff like that
 
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SomewhereNew

SomewhereNew

idk
Nov 2, 2025
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Might as well plan to destroy your devices the police will probably confiscate every device
 
zdeweilx

zdeweilx

It's over
Dec 15, 2025
190
I don't understand why you would care. You won't be there anymore anyway.
 
alstroemeria55

alstroemeria55

Irreparable
Sep 4, 2025
144
This is something I've also been preoccupied with even though logically I know I probably won't give a shit when I'm dead but encryption sounds like a good thing to consider for peace of mind. Nice to see someone else who has had the same thought.
 
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catsalvation

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Sep 13, 2025
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I think I will throw out my written journals anyway. And then IF I get to the point of really exiting, I'd delete my hard drive and do a factory reset on my phone.
Maybe delete my e-mail address as well...
 
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Worndown

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Mar 21, 2019
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If you feel that day approaching, you can "clean" your devices as preparation.
 

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