Practice makes perfect!

[Phoenix1990]

I'm going to practice partial tonight. I'm not planning to ctb tonight, I just want to practice how to tie the rope around my neck and compress my carotid artery, but then I think to myself, if I do manage to hit the 'sweet spot' I may go all the way.
3-methods now- partial, SN, jumping from bridge.
I had N but not anymore (long story)
I'm hoping I get partial right this evening. Then I can make the final plans, hopefully for this weekend.
Whoever thought they would have ended up on a site like this? I didn't, or maybe I just never thought such a place existed.

 

[Rachel74]

I'm going to practice partial tonight. I'm not planning to ctb tonight, I just want to practice how to tie the rope around my neck and compress my carotid artery, but then I think to myself, if I do manage to hit the 'sweet spot' I may go all the way.
3-methods now- partial, SN, jumping from bridge.
I had N but not anymore (long story)
I'm hoping I get partial right this evening. Then I can make the final plans, hopefully for this weekend.
Whoever thought they would have ended up on a site like this? I didn't, or maybe I just never thought such a place existed.

That's awful about losing the N.

I'm going to practice partial tonight. I'm not planning to ctb tonight, I just want to practice how to tie the rope around my neck and compress my carotid artery, but then I think to myself, if I do manage to hit the 'sweet spot' I may go all the way.
3-methods now- partial, SN, jumping from bridge.
I had N but not anymore (long story)
I'm hoping I get partial right this evening. Then I can make the final plans, hopefully for this weekend.
Whoever thought they would have ended up on a site like this? I didn't, or maybe I just never thought such a place existed.

Yes this site as been amazing x

 

[Phoenix1990]

That's awful about losing the N.
It's just a whole fucked up mess. Note to self 'don't let an angel of death manipulate you when you are in a vulnerable state.'
Yes this site as been amazing x

I'm going to practice partial tonight. I'm not planning to ctb tonight, I just want to practice how to tie the rope around my neck and compress my carotid artery, but then I think to myself, if I do manage to hit the 'sweet spot' I may go all the way.
3-methods now- partial, SN, jumping from bridge.
I had N but not anymore (long story)
I'm hoping I get partial right this evening. Then I can make the final plans, hopefully for this weekend.
Whoever thought they would have ended up on a site like this? I didn't, or maybe I just never thought such a place existed.

Just ordered SN online. Estimated delivery is 1st Oct but it probably will arrive before then. Now I can take a breath!