Help Please give some advice thank you or method.

[lookattheskytonight]

I have been struggling with literally overdosing myself over and over and still im here.. So i wanna ask what or how much should I take like xanax 2mg to literally die? The things that I have been struggling with got worse and worse and im tired of life overall if i be honest I tried killing myself a lot of times and still ended up in a hospital and sometimes I "almost" died well unfortunate bad luck I guess because im here writing this to literally share my story and hopefully i will find the method that would kill me. So here's what I tried I took over +80 pills of xanax 2mg so around 160mg in my body well after like 5-10mins I couldnt walk or anything else so I fall into a sleep. After 2 hours of me sleeping very hard I remember only that I saw medics everywhere surrended over me. [Disclaimer I didnt call 911 or anything] they tried giving me an coal to somehow save me and giving me like 1min or 2mins of life and low chance of surviving it. But the coal helped it that I needed to choke it some of them and then i ended up in hospital so the question is because I'm taking a long time xanax and other pills on mental health for about +4 years my question is what should I mix with xanax 2mg that would let me die I tried every-single dr'gs in my entire life and it doesnt seems that it would help the life more as the times goes by I'm just asking if someone has some links or someone who has been suffering a long time that found peace [by kms] with this method that I still failed as it goes my head is blowing up I know I just could get an gun and blow my head off but the thing is in our country they dont literally give to ill mental health person an permission to own an gun. So my question is will xanax 2mg with mixed something kill me and finally find the peace that im looking for so long? I attempted a lot of suicidal stuff and methods but none of them worked for me. And I'm just tired of everything that I just wake up and again wtf really?

dont feel bad or anything im not literally looking for some help about saying that it will gets better, life is cruel and always will be. So please dont im just simply looking for tips because im out of tips on how to kms feel free to let me know I checked the forum and I don't kinda understand some methods and some of them I tried guess what I'm still here...
I also tried idk the razor blades cutting myself but nothing really worked as it planned if anything I was also thinking about the sleep-sleep method but my head doesnt really get some parts or like idk maybe im just so fucked up that my head is literally braindead or brainwashed idk
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Basically I know that I took around 160mg of xanaxs because I had two bottles and one bottle has 50 xanax 2mg in it. So I know that I took over 160mg of xanax because thats what I got left. And after that ended up in hospital and after that another mental health hospital that i was locked out for 3 months and it just goes forever like that... So after trying my best to literally overdosing myself I would like to know if theres some expert that would tell me if 160mg with mixed drugs would help me find the peace or not and will ended up in the hospital like always..
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They needed to rescued me with giving me extra oxygen because xanax [alprazolam] started to working out about choking my neck so that my brain was thinking that I couldnt breathe because it closed my neck as I was planning that well. If they did not call 911 someone out there idk who it was, I wouldnt be there to literally asking for an method to literally find a peace and I was thinking about euthanasia but paying for it and more shit na it would be my last option or method to find a peace but I would like to find it literally now and by the faster way.

 

[shiftingtendons]

you would need waayyy too much before you can die, you'll probably throw up before you reach it. OD isn't a method to be considered, you really should reconsider

Why ODs Fail Miserably (A Guide)

There's still a lot of questions and inquiries about ODs, and people asking about what things may facilitate a successful attempt. Let's be clear, ODs are rarely fatal. Why? For a couple of reasons: (1) modern medications are designed to be very safe, as manufacturers aim to avoid deaths that...

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[lookattheskytonight]

you would need waayyy too much before you can die, you'll probably throw up before you reach it. OD isn't a method to be considered, you really should reconsider

Why ODs Fail Miserably (A Guide)

There's still a lot of questions and inquiries about ODs, and people asking about what things may facilitate a successful attempt. Let's be clear, ODs are rarely fatal. Why? For a couple of reasons: (1) modern medications are designed to be very safe, as manufacturers aim to avoid deaths that...

sanctioned-suicide.net

oh well fuck anything u would give me an advice? whats like SN or smth its something with salt water but like

 

[lookattheskytonight]

anyone got any other methods? please

 

[AstralMadness]

oh well fuck anything u would give me an advice? whats like SN or smth its something with salt water but like

can you get SN? can you try hanging?

 

[lookattheskytonight]

can you get SN? can you try hanging?

wdym like hanging myself?

 

[AstralMadness]

wdym like hanging myself?

yep

 

[lookattheskytonight]

can you get SN? can you try hanging?

im literally down for anything even if its gonna be painful im use to it.

yep

its very strict there and the ropes n shit or overall forests are fulled with cops idk maybe an link or give me some tips on how should i do it or where and im down
i literally cant still believe that even im fucking sick n failure i still failed at everything

 

[AstralMadness]

im literally down for anything even if its gonna be painful im use to it.

its very strict there and the ropes n shit or overall forests are fulled with cops idk maybe an link or give me some tips on how should i do it or where and im down

idk where you're at tho how could i tell you where to do it lol idk your city or country but it's a matter of searching for a secluded place where you can hang yourself comfortably ropes are usually easy to get and nobody asks why you need it
as for the SN you'd have to do some research on the forum to see how to get it in your country

 

[Flubber]

There's something very fishy about this thread.

 

[AstralMadness]

There's something very fishy about this thread.

i wanna think it's just a desperate person that doesn't know what to do and nothing else

 

[Flubber]

i wanna think it's just a desperate person that doesn't know what to do and nothing else

Yeah you probably right. It was the following comment below that seemed bit odd. Neve heard of restrictions on ropes or forests full of cops - but in other countries it may be different?

im literally down for anything even if its gonna be painful im use to it.

its very strict there and the ropes n shit or overall forests are fulled with cops idk maybe an link or give me some tips on how should i do it or where and im down
i literally cant still believe that even im fucking sick n failure i still failed at everything

 

[AstralMadness]

Yeah you probably right. It was the following comment below that seemed bit odd. Neve heard of restrictions on ropes or forests full of cops - but in other countries it may be different?

i did find that a bit weird too mostly the rope part lol idk why anybody would restrict ropes when they're so common in day to day use? forest well, maybe forest rangers? idek honestly it is a bit strange regardless

 

[lookattheskytonight]

i did find that a bit weird too mostly the rope part lol idk why anybody would restrict ropes when they're so common in day to day use? forest well, maybe forest rangers? idek honestly it is a bit strange regardless

Yeah you probably right. It was the following comment below that seemed bit odd. Neve heard of restrictions on ropes or forests full of cops - but in other countries it may be different?

the thing about having police rengars is because of bikes/motocross they were set a lot of ropes so they couldnt drive on their "building part" or "part" overall and most of the time a lot of them bought ropes tied it to trees and made it on the road but u need to drive at least +80km/h or more to get killed idk the rope is very different and back then they were using that as a "rope to death" that would instantly smash your head or your bike at that speed so thats why its very restricted. It was weird aswell too but while i was looking at the forum the hanging method needs to be 13x times more than your weight? idk what was it called but i found it very weird that I have to get some rope that could lift like 1000kg? or what i might did not get that method but yeah those ropes are available i think on amazon but everysingle one is "shipping: not available to your country" and the most annoying part is that now they allowed using ropes not under the neck but under the bike/motocross and then police will arrive but thesedays police are always here at least 2 cars driving around the forest everytime so i could not find any that would have no cops tbh so idk where i would hang myself or get the rope
also I did not mention that after some suicide attempts that i did they simply said that im an suicidal person and that i cant really get anything as im being watch typical schizophrenia stuff idk and much more but i dont rlly wanna talk abt it as i fully lost concern or mind that i will someday find my peace only by death [kms] thats it. what could be really helpful to literally idk killing myself by other way
and im sorry @Flubber @AstralMadness that u feel like this post is weird or whatever im just trying to really find a peace i dont care if u dont trust me but hey its alright i wont bother much i just want one thing the way out of this world.
but to be clear im really at this point that i just want to know other methods and they got very stricted bcs of how many people were buying it just to have "literally no voice at all just forest voice or sound" and thats why and motocross that in my country is very famous they were using that to literally "kill them" which i find fucking pathetic and how cruel this world really is.. and after a lot of mentions about it and news n shit they strictly banned it some shops still has it.. but i cant go there and while i was looking at the hanging method like few days ago it seems that forest is a not a good idea and for me like a braindead idk really if i could make it work the rope it self.

 

[AstralMadness]

the thing about having police rengars is because of bikes/motocross they were set a lot of ropes so they couldnt drive on their "building part" or "part" overall and most of the time a lot of them bought ropes tied it to trees and made it on the road but u need to drive at least +80km/h or more to get killed idk the rope is very different and back then they were using that as a "rope to death" that would instantly smash your head or your bike at that speed so thats why its very restricted. It was weird aswell too but while i was looking at the forum the hanging method needs to be 13x times more than your weight? idk what was it called but i found it very weird that I have to get some rope that could lift like 1000kg? or what i might did not get that method but yeah those ropes are available i think on amazon but everysingle one is "shipping: not available to your country" and the most annoying part is that now they allowed using ropes not under the neck but under the bike/motocross and then police will arrive but thesedays police are always here at least 2 cars driving around the forest everytime so i could not find any that would have no cops tbh so idk where i would hang myself or get the rope
also I did not mention that after some suicide attempts that i did they simply said that im an suicidal person and that i cant really get anything as im being watch typical schizophrenia stuff idk and much more but i dont rlly wanna talk abt it as i fully lost concern or mind that i will someday find my peace only by death [kms] thats it. what could be really helpful to literally idk killing myself by other way
and im sorry @Flubber @AstralMadness that u feel like this post is weird or whatever im just trying to really find a peace i dont care if u dont trust me but hey its alright i wont bother much i just want one thing the way out of this world.
but to be clear im really at this point that i just want to know other methods and they got very stricted bcs of how many people were buying it just to have "literally no voice at all just forest voice or sound" and thats why and motocross that in my country is very famous they were using that to literally "kill them" which i find fucking pathetic and how cruel this world really is.. and after a lot of mentions about it and news n shit they strictly banned it some shops still has it.. but i cant go there and while i was looking at the hanging method like few days ago it seems that forest is a not a good idea and for me like a braindead idk really if i could make it work the rope it self.

nah its chill man, well, you don't need a rope that can lift 1k kg for starters, you can look at hanging threads for recommendations as i forgot which you need lol and dont wanna give you wrong info dude
that aside, look into sn then maybe it's available for you? you just need 25g and some water and maybe benzos and antiemetics

 

[lookattheskytonight]

nah its chill man, well, you don't need a rope that can lift 1k kg for starters, you can look at hanging threads for recommendations as i forgot which you need lol and dont wanna give you wrong info dude
that aside, look into sn then maybe it's available for you? you just need 25g and some water and maybe benzos and antiemetics

thank you so sn of 25g? and water and could i use xanaxs as benzos?
and what type of antiemetics? should i use any?

 

[somethingisntreal]

thank you so sn of 25g? and water and could i use xanaxs as benzos?
and what type of antiemetics? should i use any?

I'm not sure about the benzos part, but as for antiemetics - they are highly recommended. I'm using Metoclopramide but there are a couple of others too. You can check out Vizzy's SN guide for more detailed info!

 

[lookattheskytonight]

I'm not sure about the benzos part, but as for antiemetics - they are highly recommended. I'm using Metoclopramide but there are a couple of others too. You can check out Vizzy's SN guide for more detailed info!

thank you

 

[AstralMadness]

thank you so sn of 25g? and water and could i use xanaxs as benzos?
and what type of antiemetics? should i use any?

they don't sell specifically 25g, you just measure and use that specifically
yeah i think xanax works, you can check as i don't have any way to get so idc about them
for the antiemetics well the other dude responded! good luck