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itriedinthislife2

itriedinthislife2

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Jan 3, 2025
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would all 100 pills combined with a good amount of liqour be enough to get the job done? id be able to get these pills before i can get ahold of gun but im 90% sure im going to CTB eventually probably within the month of january or febuary. you guys are family to me but i just cant go on with this life anymore

ill post more before i CTB but just wanted to see if this would be lethal if i take all 100. i heard its pretty much a guaranteed death granted i dont get saved (ill have locked my door) thank you all and may you all get the relief you guys deserve from this crummy world
good childhood, my mom did her best, was brought up in a lesbian household which lead to alot of bullying growing up. im 20 about to turn 21 now which will be the year that i most likely CTB.. ill keep you guys updated dont worry as well as my whole life story just so the ones that are still going to be on earth know that your not alone and others have struggled as well. im sick of all the it will get better. ive had times where i could have changed my life and i fucked it up. i have pretty bad mental illness and i know it burdens my family and this might be selfish but at least i will see my grandmother and be in a state of peace once and for all once i have the pills and i suppose ill just nod off into eternity
anyone have anything to say or are u guys just laughing in dispair at the fact that if i take all 100 im probably 90% going to die and already answered my own question?
 
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maniac116

maniac116

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Drug ODs are undependable & have almost 90% failure rate. I wouldn't risk my body for that slim chance of checking out. If you became trapped in a disabled body you would suffer even more 🤗🌹💔
 
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Tesha

Tesha

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May 31, 2020
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6 grams of phenobarbital (which is what you're suggesting) is at the low end of the fatal dose. I personally wouldn't rely on that amount.
 
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itriedinthislife2

itriedinthislife2

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Jan 3, 2025
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6 grams of phenobarbital (which is what you're suggesting) is at the low end of the fatal dose. I personally wouldn't rely on that amount.
back to the firearm, thank you guys
Drug ODs are undependable & have almost 90% failure rate. I wouldn't risk my body for that slim chance of checking out. If you became trapped in a disabled body you would suffer even more 🤗🌹💔
back to the firearm, thank you guys
Drug ODs are undependable & have almost 90% failure rate. I wouldn't risk my body for that slim chance of checking out. If you became trapped in a disabled body you would suffer even more 🤗🌹💔
i love you for telling me this with the expression of all ur emojis

thanks buddy
6 grams of phenobarbital (which is what you're suggesting) is at the low end of the fatal dose. I personally wouldn't rely on that amount.
love u for telling me this, back to the firearm to my brain lol. lets obtain one first
 
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