People with N

[fisil]

Let's just honest talk about it.


1. Why you stick here still around and not dead? Do you have a date?

2. Where you do it? What's your plan?

3. What you do if you can't drink it and it's open in front of you?

 

[GinaIsReady]

1. I am here trying to figure out the best way to kill myself.

2. I keep thinking about hanging but am very cautious because I do not want another failed attempt. I am overwhelmed by all the info in the megathreads and can't sort through it all.

3. no answer for this

 

[fisil]

1. I am here trying to figure out the best way to kill myself.

2. I keep thinking about hanging but am very cautious because I do not want another failed attempt. I am overwhelmed by all the info in the megathreads and can't sort through it all.

3. no answer for this

The questions are just for people who have there stuff ready (Nembutal).

 

[fisil]

Hell. this questions are just for people who have it ready. I was not specific enough?

 

[NOT]

• I ordered second batch from A. I dont know why, but now I need to wait for it.
• I havent tested my antiemetic yet.
• I plan on doing it in mountain forest, wich is 4 hours drive from me.
• I sold appartment recently, I dont wanna leave money to the state, but if I give it to my parents they will become suspicious.
• I was thinking how can I potentiate my N.
• When I start getting of my antipsychotics, staff is gonna go south really fast, so I have to be sure.

 

[GinaIsReady]

Hell. this questions are just for people who have it ready. I was not specific enough?

sorry

 

[Final Escape]

I'm waiting on mine. I don't have a date and think it will be somewhat spontaneous. I mean I'll prepare but not overly because I just don't have the energy. I'm doing it in motel.

 

[fisil]

sorry

It's okay. No problem all good. I am sorry

 

[GinaIsReady]

It's okay. No problem all good. I am sorry

All good!

 

[LaBrava]

• I ordered second batch from A. I dont know why, but now I need to wait for it.
• I havent tested my antiemetic yet.
• I plan on doing it in mountain forest, wich is 4 hours drive from me.
• I sold appartment recently, I dont wanna leave money to the state, but if I give it to my parents they will become suspicious.
• I was thinking how can I potentiate my N.
• When I start getting of my antipsychotics, staff is gonna go south really fast, so I have to be sure.

Is there a way to test an anti-emetic to see if it's legit?

 

[Crystal Labeija]

Let's just honest talk about it.


1. Why you stick here still around and not dead? Do you have a date?

2. Where you do it? What's your plan?

3. What you do if you can't drink it and it's open in front of you?

1. My family. It will destroy them. I wish if there was a way to minimize the pain, but I'm trying to figure out how to deal this. Maybe "prep" them for the possibility that I'll die? I don't know. I just want my family to stop loving me right now.

2. N in my apartment.

3. I won't open it unless I'm already ready. I'll drink a beer or two beforehand just to put me in a depressed mood. As for taste, well, I'll try my best. I drink straight up liquor frequently, so I'm used to bitter taste. I'm also a huge fan of martinis and manhattans, so I'm used to dry cocktails.

 

[NOT]

Is there a way to test an anti-emetic to see if it's legit?

I test it for sideffects, not efficiensy.

 

[sadgirl2002]

1. A part of me is stupid and still has hope that a certain someone will come back. It's like the bond I had with that person is keeping me here and at times, I get frustrated and angry. Although, if that person doesn't come back, there's nothing holding me back and I'll die without a second thought. I don't have a date as of yet but I'm still having thoughts on buying N.

2. In my room at night, I'll drink the N and hopefully be gone by the next morning.

3. I'll force myself to drink it no matter what, there's no way that I'll drink half or just leave it here where there is a chance that someone can find it.

 

[lululoo]

There is no suicide method that gets rid of the issues that might cause anyone to delay CTB:

• waiting for the right date
• overcoming SI
• uncertainty or guilt about CTB

So I'm not a fan of these questions specifically directed at people with N, as if they are cowards for not having used it yet. I don't think anyone should be asking others here "hey you, why aren't you dead yet?"