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aego

aego

Sayonara, Princess
Oct 3, 2025
20
Long story short, I tried hanging... and fucked it up 💀

Had a mental break down, read the instructions, made sure nobody would find me for like at LEAST 2 hours-- SURPRISINGLY actually got the noose in the right place. and then realized that its actually a bad idea to try and raw dog suicide. I wasted at least an hour trying to pass out but my face literally felt like my blood was going to pop right out of my skin. I eventually had to stop because I ran out of time for the safety buffer.

Does anyone have any advice on mitigating the pain/actually practicing passing out? I don't have any prescription meds/painkillers besides over-the-counter stuff, so tylenol obviously didn't work out.


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baby's first attempt -> forgot hanging hurts like a bitch
 
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bluuebzrries

Member
Mar 4, 2026
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Wait so did you free yourself and stop? How did you not succeed
 
aego

aego

Sayonara, Princess
Oct 3, 2025
20
Wait so did you free yourself and stop? How did you not succeed
i didn't pass out in the first place like i was supposed to and ended up panicking and got back up (partial hanging, not full suspension). i just tore the scarf off and threw up a bit
i didn't pass out in the first place like i was supposed to and ended up panicking and got back up (partial hanging, not full suspension). i just tore the scarf off and threw up a bit.
this was a while ago— i kinda didn't want to screw it up again/didn't have another free chance to do it since i live with parents
 
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Emerita

Time is terminal
Jan 16, 2025
301
I don't have advice. But something is wrong with your setup; it shouldn't hurt like that…

SURPRISINGLY actually got the noose in the right place.
my face literally felt like my blood was going to pop right out of my skin.
These seem contradicting; I don't think you got the placement right.
 
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l1ablemistakes

l1ablemistakes

Wasted potential
Feb 16, 2026
161
If you felt pressure building up, that's from your jugular veins not being able to return blood to your heart, but your carotids are still pumping blood to your brain, so the pressure builds. It means you didnt have it in the right place
 
aego

aego

Sayonara, Princess
Oct 3, 2025
20
If you felt pressure building up, that's from your jugular veins not being able to return blood to your heart, but your carotids are still pumping blood to your brain, so the pressure builds. It means you didnt have it in the right place
aww beans. alright ill try again-- its a little hard just looking at the diagrams (im afab so i dont really have an easy landmark where the adams apple is)
aww beans. alright ill try again-- its a little hard just looking at the diagrams (im afab so i dont really have an easy landmark where the adams apple is) 🥀