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archipelago

Student
Jun 27, 2021
148
Haven't decided for sure to order N but wanted to get the needed other meds for it

Used virtual doc before to get domperidone when I was planning to use SN and had no problem

This time dr wanted to send info to GP for lab work when I asked for phenytoin

I'm so fucked. I don't know what will happen if GP sees it…

should I just use SN ASAP in case GP gets suspicious? Say that my info has been compromised if asked? Last thing I need is a close eye on me. GP knows I've never used those meds before. I have a little bit of freedom to plan and I can't stress how vital it is that I have that

I'm panicking
 
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juraviel

PL
Aug 11, 2021
414
well does the gb know you (presumably) suffer from mental illness? i might be wrong about this but i think it's really, really unlikely they would just jump to conclusion you need it as a part of the act of taking your own life by the way of sn.

whats the point of the phenytoin by the way? i dont think ive seen it mentioned anywhere in regards to this method
 
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archipelago

Student
Jun 27, 2021
148
well does the gb know you (presumably) suffer from mental illness? i might be wrong about this but i think it's really, really unlikely they would just to conclusion you need it as a part of a procedure of taking your own life by the way of sn.

whats the point of the phenytoin by the way? i dont think ive seen it mention anywhere in regards to this method
Yes, they do but I don't know how much they know about how I'm doing right now.

Phenytoin potentiates N according to PPH. I was trying to get that and meto early in case I decided to get N and then ctb within a few days of getting N if I bought it. I have epilepsy and use a different medication than phenytoin, so it might raise an eyebrow.
 
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juraviel

PL
Aug 11, 2021
414
in the book it's mentioned in the chapter on N, not SN
 
BottomlessPit

BottomlessPit

Staring at the edge
Apr 28, 2021
423
I am pretty sure that they have to get your permission first before they can send anything to your GP. Just call/write them and say you don't want that, no explanation needed.
 
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archipelago

Student
Jun 27, 2021
148
in the book it's mentioned in the chapter on N, not SN
I think I should clarify.

I have SN but ideally want to use N. I'm not 100% sure if I want to risk ordering N, but I figured in the mean time it would still be good to get meto and phenytoin if I decide to use N.

SN is a backup. I'm scared that if my GP finds out that they will get suspicious. Am wondering if I should just use the SN ASAP or if I could play it off as if my info was stolen or something if I'm asked. GP knows I don't use either of those medications, so I'm worried that the virtual doc sent him info when in the past they've never done that.
I am pretty sure that they have to get your permission first before they can send anything to your GP. Just call/write them and say you don't want that, no explanation needed.
I tried giving them fake spelling of the name since virtual dr asked, but it wasn't found... it seems like they have some kind of system to see if the dr is real or not
 
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suicidesheep31

Specialist
Jun 27, 2020
348
It is hard to say what your GP will think.
But you didn't do anything wrong. And I guess they don't have the info you have about N and mixing it.
You could say, 1) that you were tired when you ordered and you forgot the name. Don't know if it possible...
2) you would like to try another anti-seizure. Don't know if this is good because you will need to explain why and then refuse to change saying it was not a good idea.
3) completely ignore it. You don't remember you have done this request. It is suspicious but can work.
But did you finalised the request? If not, your GP will not receive anything I guess
 
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archipelago

Student
Jun 27, 2021
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It is hard to say what your GP will think.
But you didn't do anything wrong. And I guess they don't have the info you have about N and mixing it.
You could say, 1) that you were tired when you ordered and you forgot the name. Don't know if it possible...
2) you would like to try another anti-seizure. Don't know if this is good because you will need to explain why and then refuse to change saying it was not a good idea.
3) completely ignore it. You don't remember you have done this request. It is suspicious but can work.
But did you finalised the request? If not, your GP will not receive anything I guess
I think 3 is the better option. I've been on my actual medication too long for them to buy that excuse, same with trying a new med. I have been receiving a lot of spam to my phone etc and it may be more believable to say that my info was compromised.

Virtual dr did finalize it by the sound of it
 
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