Pain never ends

[anguish]

(Sorry for any mistakes, English not my first language)

Hello. I'm new at this forum..
I'm 19 years old male and I'm still miserable and virgin. In the past months I just started to thinking about suicide. In these days I'm crying like a little kid when I'm alone at my room. I don't know how I will end my life yet. I'm thinking about to make deadly mixture. I had tough childhood, because my parents leaves me.
I have very few friends, I hope I will get some friends here before I kill myself in this year

I'm literally shaking when I write this post, I'm really thankful if you accept me

 

[GreenLantern]

Hi Anguish. Welcome to the forum.

 

[15dec]

Hey, welcome to the community. I'm sorry to hear you've had a difficult life and are finding things incredibly hard right now. Sending you hugs

 

[therhydler]

Hey, really sorry for your situation. I hope you find some comfort at least here.

 

[OkTotti]

don't poison yourself... it most likely will not work

 

[Jodes]

Welcome! I was worried when I joined, it's in my nature. I still am sometimes but far far less. This community is very compassionate, forgiving and accepting

 

[gingerplum]

(Sorry for any mistakes, English not my first language)

Hello. I'm new at this forum..
I'm 19 years old male and I'm still miserable and virgin. In the past months I just started to thinking about suicide. In these days I'm crying like a little kid when I'm alone at my room. I don't know how I will end my life yet. I'm thinking about to make deadly mixture. I had tough childhood, because my parents leaves me.
I have very few friends, I hope I will get some friends here before I kill myself in this year

I'm literally shaking when I write this post, I'm really thankful if you accept me

I am so sorry you're hurting. Reaching out to give you a virtual hug and hold you until you stop shaking.

Your English is almost perfect.

 

[Letmego. Please]

Hey, you English is perfect, It is i who wouldn't stand a chance trying to converse in your native language.

Hugs & as much as saying this is not the done thing for some folks, i really hope you find a way to live before you find the way to die.

 

[Moony21]

Hi and welcome. I am sorry for your Situation

 

[Justanotherconsumer]

 

[MsM3talGamer]

Welcome. Sorry to hear you're feeling this way. Don't worry about your English, it's perfectly fine! (ex-English teacher here) I hope you feel comfortable to share your feelings with us.

 

[Kuba]

myślę, że jesteś silną osobą
mam nadzieję, że będziesz dobry. Spróbuj przeczytać temat tej strony. może być pomocne. Widzę, że mój angielski jest nadal zły, ale mam nadzieję, że mogę być tak dobry jak ty w tym. We are family , remember that :)

 

[TiredHorse]

(Sorry for any mistakes, English not my first language)

Hello. I'm new at this forum..
I'm 19 years old male and I'm still miserable and virgin. In the past months I just started to thinking about suicide. In these days I'm crying like a little kid when I'm alone at my room. I don't know how I will end my life yet. I'm thinking about to make deadly mixture. I had tough childhood, because my parents leaves me.
I have very few friends, I hope I will get some friends here before I kill myself in this year

I'm literally shaking when I write this post, I'm really thankful if you accept me

Your English looks fine to me.

I don't know if this is worth anything to you, but I was a virgin until I was almost 21. Some of us are "late bloomers," so don't give up hope on that yet.

As for your misery, I don't have any answers to that. I was miserable too, and I can only offer you my sympathy, not any solutions.

If you're set on ending your life, do your research. If you rush in without teaching yourself how, your chances of failure are high --and that will not improve your situation.

Welcome to the forum, and I hope you can find some comfort here. I know I did.

 

[Mewoamorir]

(Sorry for any mistakes, English not my first language)

Hello. I'm new at this forum..
I'm 19 years old male and I'm still miserable and virgin. In the past months I just started to thinking about suicide. In these days I'm crying like a little kid when I'm alone at my room. I don't know how I will end my life yet. I'm thinking about to make deadly mixture. I had tough childhood, because my parents leaves me.
I have very few friends, I hope I will get some friends here before I kill myself in this year

I'm literally shaking when I write this post, I'm really thankful if you accept me

Hey,don't worry about still virgin at 19,you're too young,that's not a real problem