Yeah, I get this feeling, and over years and years of trying to fill the void with everything on earth, and I mean everything, I came to realise that if anything can fill this void is me finding some self worth.
Yeah. My psychotherapist is correct, as much as I kind of thought it to be bullshit and that I am some sort of abomination, and that this will never end, I am finding some new ways in life, some hope, some strength and perhaps I am starting to very slowly fill my void.
You are you and so is your experience, and perhaps you will never find your way. I am still not sure if mine will work, but for what it's worth - good luck in finding ways to manage your void.