Ordering anything while living with dad in germany

[Unrecognizable7]

Guys, it is unbearable, i cannot really sleep anymore. i want to be ready when i have to leave quickly after all my appointments are done but that is approaching fast. I do not care about the method that much and i have some money but I cannot order to my home adress as my dad lives here and he knows about my ideation and there is a packet station but you have to register with ID and I am scared theyll have me comitted to closed psych ward. I am not opposed to psych ward again but closed one was hell for me and very traumatizing. Is there a way I can circumvent this? I have been thinking of just staying at a hotel or something or asking someone to take the order for me and i pick it up but i dont wanna drag anyone else into it and i just dont know, it seems inescapable, i fear closed psych ward more than death right now.
Can someone please help?

Thanks guys.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I doubt there is any risk of being admitted to a psych ward if you register for your personal "pack station address" (Idk if it is called this there!). The question is - do suppliers send to pack station addresses?

If you live in a hotel you can have mail delivered to your address (incl. room number) - that's not an issue.

 

[vileforgot]

me personally, i live in a small town where there are a few abandoned buildings. i'll just pick one of them and then pick it up from there

 

[bankai]

I guess hotel or Airbnb? You'd have to give that address, I suppose. Book the hotel or Airbnb on the supposed delivery date in advance. And then you're going to have to pick it up from there.