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Snowstorm99

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Sep 28, 2025
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Hi. I'm just looking for some more opinions on my "current" plan. I've been gathering information through ChatGPT so far and know I want to get a better insight from other people. My method would be crushed up Oxycodone pills downing with a bit of alcohol and benzos. I've come across some information that 80mg of Oxycodone "should" be deadly to opioid naive users (which I am). I'm not too familiar with benzos (how many pills to take and how much mg). I would just mix that with 5 shots of vodka and then lay down, listen to music, and leave earth. I've considered taking antiemtics but then I read that it's better to throw up when unconscious to essentially "drown". Any further information would be much appreciated.

Tried looking for straight fentanyl on the Darknet but I couldn't really find "very safe" sellers. I saw like 1g of fentanyl for like 60usd, should I just try to order that? Because fentanyl should be a straight forward death essentially. Or is heroin or cocaine better? But then again, I'm very unsure of lethal dosages. I read somewhere that either cocaine or heroin increases the heart rate rapidly which I don't think I want. That's why Oxycodone is my number 1 as you just "drift off" into the abyss. Again, any help or information is much appreciated. Hope we all get the freedom we deserve.
 
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Forveleth

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Mar 26, 2024
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First, do not trust chatgpt for accurate information.

In general, it is very difficult to die from an overdose, whether that is over-the-counter medications or prescription. You are far more likely to make yourself sick, but live. Also, you do not want to aspirate vomit. Getting acid in your lungs is very painful and very damaging.

 
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Bert2233

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Feb 7, 2025
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Oxy would be my preference too. I have 750mg IR and 30 mg ativan… People say that still might not be enough. I have SN too but would rather drift off to sleep like you said
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
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ODs are a waste of time, don't bother.



why not just buy sodium nitrate and dose yourself the opiates to numb the SI?
Sodium nitrAte does nothing, you need sodium nitrIte.
 
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Snowstorm99

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Sep 28, 2025
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I might as well try to buy the fentanyl then. Feel like thats "nicer" than sodium nitrite. I just seen some videos and the heavy breathing from the sodium nitrite deaths keep spinning in my head every time i think about it.
 
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socksnsandles

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Oct 7, 2025
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I might as well try to buy the fentanyl then. Feel like thats "nicer" than sodium nitrite. I just seen some videos and the heavy breathing from the sodium nitrite deaths keep spinning in my head every time i think about it.
where can i find the video u mentioned
 
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SomePeacePlease

SomePeacePlease

Existing before Exiting
May 28, 2023
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This all comes down to tolerance, and is way too risky. I'm on 150mg ER Morphine(Dolcontin), 45mg Valium and 3600mg Gabapentin daily(as an out-patient at a clinic) daily, and you can't even see that I look remotely high. I'm just not having withdrawals.

Again, it comes down to tolerance, but you risk waking up after a very good sleep, or at a hospital with brain damage, and told that you'll never be prescribed a classed substance again in your life.

I wish you all the best ofcourse 🌸
 
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Snowstorm99

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Sep 28, 2025
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where can i find the video u mentioned
I know it might be interesting but if you haven't seen (Sodium Nitrite Suicides) and in general those gore videos, I'd rather have you not looking at those honestly. To each their own but I was watching everything you can think of, and it makes you way more depressed. Just better to not watch them.
 
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socksnsandles

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Oct 7, 2025
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I know it might be interesting but if you haven't seen (Sodium Nitrite Suicides) and in general those gore videos, I'd rather have you not looking at those honestly. To each their own but I was watching everything you can think of, and it makes you way more depressed. Just better to not watch them.
dont really care about that. im insensitive to that stuff. since this a method i am exploring to take, i definitely want to see the video to help further educate myself on what i am getting myself into.
 
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