One day of happiness

[lunargreenx]

I was listening to some Mabel Mercer lately (that is some deep melancholic shit) and a sudden thought occurred to me.

I would trade my entire life if I could have one happy day.

I imagine sitting on a patio perhaps, drinking wine and my other half is sitting next to me, and we are watching sun rays reflecting on the lake while holding hands.

Pathetic. But I would literally do anything. I never experienced love. Or that natural feeling - like you belong and are content. If I could have just one day of happiness. Just one day.

Anyways, thanks for reading my thoughts.

 

[FuneralCry]

Yes, I can relate. I don't think I have experienced happiness really in my whole life. It would be nice to have one day free of struggle, to feel content and and at peace. Unfortunately it isn't really possible in this life. One day free from pain is better than decades of misery.