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Upon a hanging Body

Upon a hanging Body

Angel of Death
Jan 5, 2025
817
I'm going to attempt to finally ctb tonight, I've written notes , made a placement for things . Set up my wishes for my remains and my funeral all that's left is to finally ctb.

I want to thank you all for being a great community for people who are struggling and being a resource for both recovery and for ending things.
I hope everyone of you finds the peace you've been looking for .
Farwell to you all
 
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ForestGhost

ForestGhost

The ocean washed over your grave
Aug 25, 2024
212
Let Down is a beautiful track

Wish you all the best no matter what happens
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Enlightened
May 10, 2025
1,155
I wish you the best, hope you find relief from suffering 🫂:heart:
 
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1wayout

New Member
Aug 15, 2025
2
wishing you all the best, I hope you find peace <3
 
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Upon a hanging Body

Upon a hanging Body

Angel of Death
Jan 5, 2025
817
Why is killing myself so fucking hard ... smh
 
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gottacheckout

gottacheckout

Arcanist
May 20, 2025
466
It's that damn SI, give it the slightest chance and it can overcome anything. Usually a good thing for the species but makes things tough on those of us who want to ctb. Does this mean you decided to try again at a later date?
 
EternalShore

EternalShore

Hardworking Lass who Dreams of Love~ 💕✨
Jun 9, 2023
1,560
I'm sorry for the difficulties you have experienced, both in this life and while trying to end it~ :( it truly is so hard~ >_< if you remain stuck here for a while longer, I hope that things may get better for you~ :)
 
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Unicron

Unicron

Member
Oct 28, 2021
49
It's been lovely meeting you. I hope you finally find what you're looking for. Remember there's no shame if you can't go through with it. We're all here to support you.
 
Upon a hanging Body

Upon a hanging Body

Angel of Death
Jan 5, 2025
817
It's that damn SI, give it the slightest chance and it can overcome anything. Usually a good thing for the species but makes things tough on those of us who want to ctb. Does this mean you decided to try again at a later date?
I'll try all day
I ended up having a seizure after so many back to back attempts , it going to rest and try once more later today .
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,369
I wish you the best, I hope you find the relief you search for.
 

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