With my wife wanting to separate I'm just beside myself. She's saying that she's not sure if she wants to end things but she needs time to be by herself. I'm trying to think positive but it's just too hard. Life always comes and fucks me. Why do people say to not think about the worst case scenario when that's exactly what always happens. We were talking about having kids 3 days ago. I'm just a wreck. I don't want to live a life without her but I also don't want to die. What if we get back together? If I ctb then there's no chance of that. But I need the pain to stop now, I can't even imagine how horrible it would be if it actually comes to a full divorce. I don't think I can do it.
Anyone else being pulled in the two directions of wanting to survive but also wanting the pain to stop?
Anyone else being pulled in the two directions of wanting to survive but also wanting the pain to stop?
