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Versailles

Versailles

Enlightened
Oct 1, 2020
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How many years have we been in this ruin? How many marches, how many speeches, how many "exits" that end in nothing? From the outside, one sees everything more clearly, and it hurts to admit it: we are trapped in a country that seems condemned to devour itself. Everyone promises, everyone shouts, but in the end nothing changes. Those who can, leave. Those who can't, survive. And those who remain? They seem resigned to the tragedy, as if it no longer matters.

We are in the eternal "now yes," where each announcement of change is another farce. They have us playing this macabre game of broken hope, where there is always an excuse: "the regime is very strong," "the people are tired," "the people do not unite." But what happens when those who should lead also fail? When the politicians who claim to represent us only seek their share, their show, their ego.

And us? Divided, exhausted, surrendered. We fight each other while the country continues to sink. How many have to die for something to happen? How many more have to leave? How many more years are we going to hear the same news and the same excuses, while they up there share the spoils and we continue to mourn a country that seems not to want to save itself?

The truth is this: we are alone. The international community uses us as a headline to wash their consciences, but in the end, they don't care about us. No one will come to save us. And it seems that we don't even want to save ourselves. It's heartbreaking to say it, but sometimes I wonder if we have no choice but to resign ourselves to being that broken nation that everyone runs away from and no one wants to remember.

Venezuela hurts me, but it hurts me more to think that perhaps we will never see the change. Because in the end, nothing ever happens. And perhaps it never will.

Go to hell everything
 
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idelttoilfsadness21

I need a moment right now
Jan 6, 2025
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I had the most frightening thought yesterday of how nothing truly mattered and why @FuneralCry has a lot to say when it comes to these things, as she shared the true story and meaning than anyone, and what I felt when you take away true meaning in life to how one lives to find joy when you are just left seeing: the dangers, the stupidity, the dissociation, the dread, the selfishness, the ignorance, the concerns, the fear, the chaos, the defiance, anyone would choose to loose hope, and even though I knew this and a bigger reason why I'm leaving… When there isn't actual creeps in this world that hurts people, and just things regarding how we respond emotionally and only see true chaos without ever going peace, and how I or you see peace… It means the state we are under was a hell, even regarding the fact pain exists from the moment we are chosen and gifted a name and a fate to determine how we'd live, and I want so badly for this evil world to leave in ruins
 
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rian 69

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Feb 11, 2025
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I had the most frightening thought yesterday of how nothing truly mattered and why @FuneralCry has a lot to say when it comes to these things, as she shared the true story and meaning than anyone, and what I felt when you take away true meaning in life to how one lives to find joy when you are just left seeing: the dangers, the stupidity, the dissociation, the dread, the selfishness, the ignorance, the concerns, the fear, the chaos, the defiance, anyone would choose to loose hope, and even though I knew this and a bigger reason why I'm leaving… When there isn't actual creeps in this world that hurts people, and just things regarding how we respond emotionally and only see true chaos without ever going peace, and how I or you see peace… It means the state we are under was a hell, even regarding the fact pain exists from the moment we are chosen and gifted a name and a fate to determine how we'd live, and I want so badly for this evil world to leave in ruins
I more and more believe this actually is hell. I'm no saint but spent most of my working life helping people take on mostly insurance companies. I now know it certainly did not help my MH and the panic attacks don't go away. And the depression deepens. And I don't want to leave my house anymore. Sure seems like at least one version of hell. And no, at 69 this is all going in one direction and getting worse. Yup - my venting. After so many years of ideations and really just looking for that euthanasia pill, it doesn't exist. This may be me whining, but us older folks get aged out.
 

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