Not feeling suicidal for now

[AriasRed]

But I know this is something that won't last forever. Something in the future will make me wish I was dead again. However, now I have been wondering how I got here in the first place...

Does that ever happen to you? Do you look for someone or something to blame at times?

 

[timf]

You might want to give yourself credit for achieving a "good time". Every time you achieve a good time, you may be able to add a new tool to the toolbox of life. With enough things that work, one can build a better life.

 

[deathLiberation]

One can have a normal/stable life and still go by wishing to die at any moment. It comes and goes. But it´s never happyness.
Everything in this existence reeks of fake. I know i dont belong here and yet i dont know how to escape.

I cant enjoy things anymore but i still get curious about some. I blame this existence.