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Jisatsu

Jisatsu

黒い薔薇(The Black Rose)
Jan 5, 2025
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Idk why tying nooses feels calming to me now ... it's kinda sad that I can now tie a slipknot from memory....
 
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˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ absolute girlfailure ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚
Nov 13, 2025
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that's kinda how i felt when tying nooses w/ several different ligatures before my actual rope came. shoelaces, pj robes, cords....etc etc. i can really only do a slipknot and hangman's knot from memory but it's comforting to know that it'll wring the life out of me once it's time and i won't have to suffer in this world any longer ^_^
 
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Jisatsu

黒い薔薇(The Black Rose)
Jan 5, 2025
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that's kinda how i felt when tying nooses w/ several different ligatures before my actual rope came. shoelaces, pj robes, cords....etc etc. i can really only do a slipknot and hangman's knot from memory but it's comforting to know that it'll wring the life out of me once it's time and i won't have to suffer in this world any longer ^_^
I have so many ropes... I dont know why I procrastinate so much
 
littlecutecorpse

littlecutecorpse

˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ absolute girlfailure ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚
Nov 13, 2025
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I have so many ropes... I dont know why I procrastinate so much
i understand, sometimes i'm too lazy to practice my setup even when i have the opportunity to. you think any ligatures you have would be able to hold your weight?
 
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tired | they/it | feel free to reach out
Apr 3, 2024
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lol sometimes i tie something rope-like (i don't have rope) and then just sit with it around my neck–like not intending to attempt or "practice" or anything. i just sit there with it like a necklace. feels good.
 
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