Venting No one realizes how bad I've gotten

[Gstreater]

I have emotionally broken down for a while, I do what I need to and self harm every single day, it's gotten so bad some of my clothes just smell of blood even when there's no blood on them. I think the only thing that's below this is death.

 

[DivineSpark]

I feel trapped...no way out of this nightmare and hell...no way out....no way out...