no one cares

[TheHatedOne]

every interaction i do is set up for faliure.

 

[TheYounger]

I care.

 

[Capsicum_Corral]

Sorry you're feeling this way atm. Are you in a place where you could make a cup of tea or miso soup? Sometimes it can help to just have a warm cup of something to sip on when you're feeling distress. While we're not there with you, we do care. Hugs.

 

[TheHatedOne]

no more date set up i'll just do it when i have all the materials gathered. i dont even deserve to have last wishes it seems.

Sorry you're feeling this way atm. Are you in a place where you could make a cup of tea or miso soup? Sometimes it can help to just have a warm cup of something to sip on when you're feeling distress. While we're not there with you, we do care. Hugs.

im drinking a hidden vodka i found thats enough for me l fuck evertthing

 

[Capsicum_Corral]

no more date set up i'll just do it when i have all the materials gathered. i dont even deserve to have last wishes it seems.

im drinking a hidden vodka i found thats enough for me l fuck evertthing

Vodka can certainly take the edge off when you're feeling distressed. The taste kind of grosses me out a bit though. Mainly I like a good whisky, or gin and tonic. Hope you feel better.

Oh, I have an alternative suggestion for self-harm, for your consideration, and it's related to my user name.

A half ounce of super hot Carolina Reaper powder.


Just a pinch (seriously, that's all) on your tongue should do it. It won't physically damage you, but you'll be impressed by the level of pain you can feel. And it will last a while. You'll definitely feel a lot more pain than hitting yourself with something, and no worries about bleeding. Just intense pain. It eventually goes away. I hope that might be a good substitute for physically damaging yourself.

 

[Sunset Limited]

+1 here :)

 

[miserableforever]

Vodka can certainly take the edge off when you're feeling distressed. The taste kind of grosses me out a bit though. Mainly I like a good whisky, or gin and tonic. Hope you feel better.

Oh, I have an alternative suggestion for self-harm, for your consideration, and it's related to my user name.

A half ounce of super hot Carolina Reaper powder.
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Just a pinch (seriously, that's all) on your tongue should do it. It won't physically damage you, but you'll be impressed by the level of pain you can feel. And it will last a while. You'll definitely feel a lot more pain than hitting yourself with something, and no worries about bleeding. Just intense pain. It eventually goes away. I hope that might be a good substitute for physically damaging yourself.

I have never seen that thing before. Heard about it though. Where do you buy that?

 

[Capsicum_Corral]

I have never seen that thing before. Heard about it though. Where do you buy that?

The Carolina Reaper? Use that link just above the pic and navigate to seeds. In the fall, a site called TheHotPepper has a section where people sell their harvests of all kinds of hot peppers.

Seed and description link.

 

[miserableforever]

The Carolina Reaper? Use that link just above the pic and navigate to seeds. In the fall, a site called TheHotPepper has a section where people sell their harvests of all kinds of hot peppers.

Seed and description link.

Nice, thank you. I'm growing black Thai chili outside my house, got from the dollar store the plant. Might add the Reaper :)

 

[Capsicum_Corral]

Nice, thank you. I'm growing black Thai chili outside my house, got from the dollar store the plant. Might add the Reaper :)

One of my favorites is a little chili called Goat's Weed, or Black Cobra. Small pods a couple inches long, by half inch dia. Thin skin, so they dry on your counter. They start out green, go to black, then turn a bright red to finish up. Nice sharp burn to them. Plants can have have a few hundred pods once they get big. Stems and leaves are a bit 'furry' too.

"Ranging 20,000-40,000 SHU on the Scoville scale,"

 

[Sherri]

Hello sweetie, you feeling better today? Hugs

 

[TheHatedOne]

Hello sweetie, you feeling better today? Hugs

Feelin' decent. Thnx for asking.

 

[WonderingSoul]

Same with me. Hell when I tell people about me and my interests, they're like "Ok bye".

 

[Someone123]

every interaction i do is set up for faliure.

I care.