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Sadness20

Sadness20

Experienced
Nov 1, 2021
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Self harm flowers


Self harm gives you peace of mind.

Cutting reliefs the pain of any kind.

Scratching will give you a minute of sweetness.

Hitting will fill the incompleteness.

An overdose might show you an image of a rose. Ripping the petals of the guilt so the time slows.

Burning yourself may decelerate your thoughts, so your mind might have some time to connect the dots.

Cigarettes, drugs and alcohol release hormones that calm, so the reality might not hit you like a bomb


But the worst of them, of which all of those stem, is blaming yourself, hating yourself for something which is not your wrong. Lyrics that aren't meant for your song.

The song that others sing might not be meant for you, but there is a song, even if the lyrics are few. A song about what you're going through. The song of your life with the tunes of your pain, singing of all the blood that hasn't been in vain.


In the end you'll find your way, even if it is through the misty gray.

You'll find the path you're looking for, even if it's through death's door.
 
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rationaltake

rationaltake

I'm rocking it - in another universe
Sep 28, 2021
2,703
Self harm flowers


Self harm gives you peace of mind.

Cutting reliefs the pain of any kind.

Scratching will give you a minute of sweetness.

Hitting will fill the incompleteness.

An overdose might show you an image of a rose. Ripping the petals of the guilt so the time slows.

Burning yourself may decelerate your thoughts, so your mind might have some time to connect the dots.

Cigarettes, drugs and alcohol release hormones that calm, so the reality might not hit you like a bomb


But the worst of them, of which all of those stem, is blaming yourself, hating yourself for something which is not your wrong. Lyrics that aren't meant for your song.

The song that others sing might not be meant for you, but there is a song, even if the lyrics are few. A song about what you're going through. The song of your life with the tunes of your pain, singing of all the blood that hasn't been in vain.


In the end you'll find your way, even if it is through the misty gray.

You'll find the path you're looking for, even if it's through death's door.
This is profound. Thank you
 
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sickofbeinghere

sickofbeinghere

sad girl
Oct 27, 2021
56
thank you for sharing, i loved reading your poem :)
 
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OrcWitch

Warlock
Sep 3, 2021
702
But the worst of them, of which all of those stem, is blaming yourself, hating yourself for something which is not your wrong. Lyrics that aren't meant for your song
I felt that
 
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Soul

Soul

gate gate paragate parasamgate bodhi svaha
Apr 12, 2019
4,704
Thank you, @Sadness20. You've moved me x
 
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