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Harasaki

Harasaki

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Oct 21, 2019
76
I used to think that every year things would get better but they have only gotten worse. Now when a new year is beginning I can't even get my hope up, I'm just really sad because I know it's going to be another year of sadness and disappointments and I'll hate every second of it. I think about ctb everyday, the fact that I can't just makes me even sadder
 
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BabyYoda

BabyYoda

F*ck this sh!t I'm out
Dec 30, 2019
553
I already experienced my worst point during the past few months. Don't know how much I can last this 2020. The least I can do for now since I can't CTB is not go to school on Valentine's since a major reason why I want to leave is that I'm very unworthy of being a good romantic partner. Nobody wants to date me and it sucks. I can't fucking stand it that it's so easy for others and impossible boss level for me.
 
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Harasaki

Harasaki

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Oct 21, 2019
76
I already experienced my worst point during the past few months. Don't know how much I can last this 2020. The least I can do for now since I can't CTB is not go to school on Valentine's since a major reason why I want to leave is that I'm very unworthy of being a good romantic partner. Nobody wants to date me and it sucks. I can't fucking stand it that it's so easy for others and impossible boss level for me.
I hope things get better for you.
I never cared about valentine's but I'm sure it's hard for most people and there are people that would be happy to date you
 
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BabyYoda

BabyYoda

F*ck this sh!t I'm out
Dec 30, 2019
553
I hope things get better for you.
I never cared about valentine's but I'm sure it's hard for most people and there are people that would be happy to date you
Unrelated but, what's the anime your profile pic is from? I swear I've seen that character many times but I don't know the name or anything
 
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Harasaki

Harasaki

Member
Oct 21, 2019
76
Unrelated but, what's the anime your profile pic is from? I swear I've seen that character many times but I don't know the name or anything
Watashi ga Motenai no wa Dō Kangaetemo Omaera ga Warui!, the character is Tomoko, I think that somehow the manga was inspired in my life haha. But baby Yoda is still better I think.
 
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mediocre

trapped here
Nov 9, 2019
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Another year of pain and bitter disappointment.
 
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Moonicide

Moonicide

ᴘʜᴀꜱᴇꜱ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏᴏɴ
Nov 19, 2019
802
The holidays have always been rough for me. I can't blame you, I relate very much so... May you all find peace in 2020, whether that is in life or death.

I'm sending you all of my love and support. :heart:
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
This holiday season was definitely one of the worst. All holidays are just another day and I'm always happy when they are over because they mean nothing to me.
 
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JustAnotherSuicider

JustAnotherSuicider

Hoping for the best - expecting the worst
Dec 28, 2019
98
I hate it when people wish me happy new year and that they hope that all my dreams will become true. And it applies to birthday and Christmas wishes as well. I just hate it. They wish you same things every year and it never come true, it's always opposite.
 

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