New opportunity requires balls and side hustle

[dandan]

Balls and not giving a fuck about what people will say think or do ..also requiers me to be available and working in my free time to fix or enhance anything requirement in the software ...

So I'm thinking
I think that maybe if I smoke some pot,
Or some DMT... Perhaps it could clear my mind but I know it won't.

I don't need pot or dmt, I need courage to stand through the buu's and also rough crowd , while I find an audience.


I guess what I want to say is that I need to start pitching a side hustle .

 

[Deleted member 1465]

Not sure on the specifics of your situation, but I love the thread title to bits.

 

[puppy9]

Balls and not giving a fuck about what people will say think or do ..also requiers me to be available and working in my free time to fix or enhance anything requirement in the software ...

So I'm thinking
I think that maybe if I smoke some pot,
Or some DMT... Perhaps it could clear my mind but I know it won't.

I don't need pot or dmt, I need courage to stand through the buu's and also rough crowd , while I find an audience.


I guess what I want to say is that I need to start pitching a side hustle .

You always inspire me to try life even I keep failing. I love all your post describing your experiences. Love it

 

[MichaelNomad123]

I tend to just sleep a lot less and focus on the task. I get into a routine of 4 hours a night, work all day, repeat. I used to smoke a lot but kicked the habit. I might get back into it though. Anyway, the sleep is the main thing for me. It dulls most of my senses except the ones that matters and I stop giving much of a shit about people noise

 

[dandan]

Thanks mate,

So I really want to start living , I've been living however I mean living , just like if I said "living on risk mode" , and risk mode I mean because starting a side hustle, being vulnerable to critic and rejection, being the subject of other people's opinions and comments , being resoonsible for something.

I need you guys to understand,
I've never lead anything before.
I've never been President of any shitty group, let alone, the creator, founder , visionary and leader.... Now I suddenly want to fit myself into a large superhero costume that won't fit? I'm no hero, but I gotta "fake it till I make it?"
Gheez fuck that, or should I?

I've gotta do it with the feeling and consciousness that this side hustling business is not forever and that it will last as long as we can make it last together, so I rather grow slow and steady than fast and crippled.

I'm personally deeply convinced that I gotta do this before I die, sooner, the sooner the better.
Not only that but also as I'm life!!!
I've got to let go of what I can not control..
I've got to let her go...
I've choosen to let her go...
I choose to start my shitty hustling today...
I will improve from shitty-hustler to brilliant...

I've choose to live and take the risk of doing this , gosh, I have trouble believing myself .. I've said I will do it, will I? If yes, when?