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[rezi]

Hi I'm new here just found out about this forum a couple days ago. I was kina relived actually because I've been feeling suicidal for a long time it comes and go a lot but this month was very horrible for me it really made me think about the times when I felt suicidal but didn't do it cause I thought it will get better and now everything just collapsed anyways, to be completely honest with you the main reason I'm here is to find an easy way out without much pain I know for a fact that sn is common thing on here but that something hard for me to get in my country so feel free to suggest other sources.

 

[exitsimulation]

Hi I'm new here just found out about this forum a couple days ago. I was kina relived actually because I've been feeling suicidal for a long time it comes and go a lot but this month was very horrible for me it really made me think about the times when I felt suicidal but didn't do it cause I thought it will get better and now everything just collapsed anyways, to be completely honest with you the main reason I'm here is to find an easy way out without much pain I know for a fact that sn is common thing on here but that something hard for me to get in my country so feel free to suggest other sources.

im fairly new here to its a great community, just take your time. research methods if thats what you want but only go though with it if your 1000% sure its a one way bus :)

 

[catflowers]

herre's the thing the community sounds great until they start plugging and it makes me want to fucking die

 

[Dead Meat]

Welcome to the forum @rezi I hope you enjoy your time on here

 

[Forever Sleep]

Hello and welcome. I'm sorry life has brought you here. I think all of us can relate to wanting to find that peaceful and reliable way out. I hope you are able to find a method you feel confident with (I'm still struggling with that one) if you decide it's your time. Otherwise, I hope you can find comfort in some of the chats here until then.

 

[exitsimulation]

herre's the thing the community sounds great until they start plugging and it makes me want to fucking die

lol if you dont want to die you probably shouldnt be here, people on here die daily and 95% of us will be gone very soon

 

[FuneralCry]

It does sound ideal having an easy way out without any pain. I just think that it's unfair how we live in a world that makes suicide as difficult as possible for us. We have already suffered enough without having to do complicated method research on the internet. Life really is so horrible, I understand and I hope that you find what you are looking for here.

 

[Fktw0rld]

Welcome to the forum @rezi. I'm new myself. Being here is going to help alot, believe it or not. Not sure how exactly, but being part of this community makes whatever suffering we're enduring a little more tolerable.

 

[Hiraeth Grimoire]

Welcome to the forum fellow sufferer, sorry life has brought you here. I hope you will be able to find what you are looking for