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sui4

Member
Oct 11, 2020
41
I have to ctb because I never should have mtb and now I have to fix what the selfish creator messed up. Anyone else feel like this?
 
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TripleA

TripleA

life is a struggle you cannot win
Sep 25, 2020
274
You are not alone
 
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SelfLiberation

SelfLiberation

Thinking about ctb ever since I can remember
Oct 8, 2020
38
I feel exactly the same. I wish I was never born, I have suicidal thoughts since I was a kid. I feel like I was brought into the existence only to erase myself from the existence.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,739
At least though eventually when we die will return to the same nothingness we were at before we were born. But I agree though, I think I'm more suited to non existence.
 
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Leshen

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Oct 31, 2018
97
Yeah either this or I should have died as a kid, I've always felt out of place in this world.
 
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mahakaliSS_MahaDurga

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Apr 2, 2020
2,399
I have to ctb because I never should have mtb and now I have to fix what the selfish creator messed up. Anyone else feel like this?
I curse the day my parents met each other and decided to go out on a date.
 
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Captive of Mind

Captive of Mind

Memento mori
Aug 11, 2020
409
I curse the day my parents met each other and decided to go out on a date.
Curse the day of my conception. It is injustice to bring someone here against their will.
 
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