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RileyTanaka

RileyTanaka

ill / failure
Mar 20, 2020
264
Tall order for many of us, I know. I know my default is self-hatred. But if I can do it, so can you! I'll go first.

I actually have a pretty brave streak in me, and it's gotten me through some of the worst periods - homelessness, severe parental abuse, insane pressurized work environments. It's hard because it means ignoring (or suppressing) my other traits like sensitivity or fear, but I have been able to adapt quickly through many crises and still make it through. Friends and acquaintances frequently comment on this. If only bravery could reverse diseases and illness, then I'd be good.

Fight your self-consciousness and post here. You know you want to. :)
 
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Myforevercharlie

Myforevercharlie

Guilt and Regret
Feb 13, 2020
3,233
My hair!

It's a whole lot and red
 
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madbananas

Wizard
Apr 29, 2020
620
I'm hilarious :) (apparently haha)
 
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Lost.

Lost.

Antidepressants and antipsychotics are posion
Feb 13, 2020
173
My look. But it makes me more sad, when i see how good life i could have.
 
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Weightoftheworld

Weightoftheworld

Let me burn.
Apr 19, 2020
258
I care about others more than I should, I'm very selfless.
 
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noaccount

Enlightened
Oct 26, 2019
1,098
My body's natural refusal of the rhythms of work and industry.
 
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Marktheghost

Marktheghost

Paragon
Feb 20, 2020
911
I'm a very caring person.
 
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Good4Nothing

Good4Nothing

Unlovable
May 8, 2020
1,860
Been thinking about this... Still got nothing...
 
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Zozo

Zozo

Member
May 4, 2020
45
I program phat beats.
 
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Let'sgetoutofHERE

Member
Oct 7, 2019
81
I'm good at writing apparently? The other day I stumbled upon a story that I had written 2 years ago and I was completely surprised at how good my writing actually was, I couldn't believe it was me who had written that. Gave me a lot of confidence :)
 
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DeathNoot

DeathNoot

Student
Feb 19, 2020
137
I'm good at painting (not walls, art lol)
 
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Deleted member 1465

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Jul 31, 2018
6,909
I'm told I have quite a charming smile :heh:
 
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MBlue

Member
May 25, 2020
24
Emphaty
 
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a.n.kirillov

a.n.kirillov

velle non discitur
Nov 17, 2019
1,831
I am funnymusicalintelligentsensitiveintrospectiveselfsufficientagreatcookhaveaneyeforbeautyselfawaregoodcompanytomyself

... and I can paint walls, which, apparently, a lot of people can't.
 
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I’mDone

Experienced
Mar 22, 2020
261
I genuinely care about people and will go to almost any lengths to help them. People often comment about how kind I am.

My fucked up brain can't see this as a good thing, however, and I hate myself for it, because I feel that it stems from a pathological need to be liked.
 
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a.n.kirillov

a.n.kirillov

velle non discitur
Nov 17, 2019
1,831
I genuinely care about people and will go to almost any lengths to help them. People often comment about how kind I am.

My fucked up brain can't see this as a good thing, however, and I hate myself for it, because I feel that it stems from a pathological need to be liked.
Well it might not be such a good thing. It seems to be a common trait with poor, homeless and generally downtrodden people (only from my observations). Giving and helping should come from a place of abundance and strength. Altruism is not a very good survival strategy.
 
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nerve

nerve

fat cringey shut-in
Jun 19, 2019
1,013
I hate littering!!
 
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Let'sgetoutofHERE

Member
Oct 7, 2019
81
I genuinely care about people and will go to almost any lengths to help them. People often comment about how kind I am.

My fucked up brain can't see this as a good thing, however, and I hate myself for it, because I feel that it stems from a pathological need to be liked.
Easier said than done, I know, but don't believe your brain. You sound like a wonderful person and I'm sure almost everyone who knows you would agree with me :)
 
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DeathNoot

DeathNoot

Student
Feb 19, 2020
137
I am funnymusicalintelligentsensitiveintrospectiveselfsufficientagreatcookhaveaneyeforbeautyselfawaregoodcompanytomyself

... and I can paint walls, which, apparently, a lot of people can't.

I genuinely can't paint walls, I did mine and its terrible lol. From all those things you listed you seem like a great person :)
 
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pete_x

Good god, let's eat !
May 9, 2020
340
I'm blunt, except when i'm not.
 
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puppy9

puppy9

au revoir
Jun 13, 2019
1,238
My looks. It's RBF but I love it.
 
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Pryras

Pryras

Last hope
Feb 11, 2020
626
I will do anything for the person I love
 
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BlackPoppet

BlackPoppet

Wise woman and Celtic sky person
Mar 7, 2020
991
I like my resilience. I'm still here despite everything that I've been through.
 
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DetachedDreamer97

DetachedDreamer97

Enlightened
Mar 17, 2018
1,402
I am obsessive.
 
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K-O

K-O

FU(KOFFEE
Apr 16, 2020
1,462
my extremely hairy legs!! when i cuddle up in bed its literally just like im next to my lover feeling him up..
it calms me down.. i shit you not.
 
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gymletethnicel

gymletethnicel

Ugliest man alive
May 16, 2020
27
That I am not a simp. That's the only thing I like about myself.
 
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HelensNepenthe

HelensNepenthe

Thoughtful poster
Jan 17, 2019
835
I love animals, a lot. It's exemplified by my autism. While I struggle to understand emotions from others, I have a strong ability to understand how animals are. One of my favorite things is to squeeze both of my dogs together in this three-person-hug-thing every time I wake up. There's comfort when I talk with them. It drowns out any thoughts of CTB.
 
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Marktheghost

Marktheghost

Paragon
Feb 20, 2020
911
I am funnymusicalintelligentsensitiveintrospectiveselfsufficientagreatcookhaveaneyeforbeautyselfawaregoodcompanytomyself
Isn't that cheating, making it look like 1 word to get round the rule about it being one thing that you like? :-)
 
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