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ange-gardien54

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Nov 8, 2020
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dear members, wherever you are in the world, we are here for the same thing. I'm so afraid of dying, so afraid of suffering, so afraid of what's next... I know some of you have already found a way to get N. Please help me do it. find. I'm going to go to Peru as quickly as possible. I'm desperately looking for where to start... but I'm so ashamed to ask for this in store. I'm afraid of judgment. what will they think of me? please guide me to the right place...peace be upon you.
 
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orbwithinorb

Member
Aug 4, 2024
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In a similar boat, posting for interest. I was looking at SN as an alternative but after reading some of the documented cases, I'm too spooked by it. With how unavailable N has become, it's kinda scary to know there is no peaceful way out. Wishing you luck with this, please let me know if you find a store/area that sells it, I might be going on a similar trip some time soon.
 
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Minsu

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Jan 17, 2023
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In a similar boat, posting for interest. I was looking at SN as an alternative but after reading some of the documented cases, I'm too spooked by it. With how unavailable N has become, it's kinda scary to know there is no peaceful way out. Wishing you luck with this, please let me know if you find a store/area that sells it, I might be going on a similar trip some time soon.
Same here. I've read a few scary SN threads too. I wish I could get my hands on N
 
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ange-gardien54

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Nov 8, 2020
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In a similar boat, posting for interest. I was looking at SN as an alternative but after reading some of the documented cases, I'm too spooked by it. With how unavailable N has become, it's kinda scary to know there is no peaceful way out. Wishing you luck with this, please let me know if you find a store/area that sells it, I might be going on a similar trip some time soon.
a lot of people advised me not to take it because apparently you still suffer with it
Same here. I've read a few scary SN threads too. I wish I could get my hands on N
the only way is Peru
 
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ange-gardien54

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Nov 8, 2020
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I don't have the pph, I don't know where to find it... I can't get it on the official website because I don't fit into their criteria
 
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LifeQuitter

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Jul 11, 2024
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This might help:

 
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ange-gardien54

Member
Nov 8, 2020
34
This might help:

yes I have already contacted this person but she no longer responds and she got the N with a false prescription so it's not that simple...
 
nihilistic_dragon

nihilistic_dragon

Dead already. Just need to dispose of my body now.
Aug 6, 2024
852
I don't have the pph, I don't know where to find it... I can't get it on the official website because I don't fit into their criteria
There are links to the older editions on this forum. Of course all of us would love to have the recent 2024 edition. But it is what it is. Most of the information in the old editions is still relevant.
 
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peruguy23

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Sep 5, 2024
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I see that many people recommend getting N in my country, but I live here in Peru and I think it is difficult. I went to a store and they asked me if I was a veterinarian, that only veterinarians can sell this product. So I think it is very difficult. If anyone knows how to get N, better if it is a compatriot, please tell me how to do it.

I am using the translator. I hope it is doing its job well.
 
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Trappednocure

Member
Sep 1, 2024
36
Hi Im a foreigner (very blonde) living in Peru and looking to get N because I have an incureable contagious diseas.
Im near fluent in Spanish but my appereance would awake a lot of suspicion.

Does it help when I ask for it to have dome story of why I need it? Also is it impossible to get in Lima now?

If I go to a province to get it there, is it safe to transport on national flights in check in bag?
 
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hhttt25

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Sep 7, 2024
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Tomorrow I will talk to an N supplier. Yes, it is really difficult to get N but I hope to get lucky.
 
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nihilistic_dragon

Dead already. Just need to dispose of my body now.
Aug 6, 2024
852
I see that many people recommend getting N in my country, but I live here in Peru and I think it is difficult. I went to a store and they asked me if I was a veterinarian, that only veterinarians can sell this product. So I think it is very difficult. If anyone knows how to get N, better if it is a compatriot, please tell me how to do it.

I am using the translator. I hope it is doing its job well.
Hola, has ido a una sola farmacia? Si te fijas en este foro, vas a ver que mucha gente sí logró comprarlo.
Tomorrow I will talk to an N supplier. Yes, it is really difficult to get N but I hope to get lucky.
Let us know how it goes!
Hi Im a foreigner (very blonde) living in Peru and looking to get N because I have an incureable contagious diseas.
Im near fluent in Spanish but my appereance would awake a lot of suspicion.

Does it help when I ask for it to have dome story of why I need it? Also is it impossible to get in Lima now?

If I go to a province to get it there, is it safe to transport on national flights in check in bag?
It depends. Some may ask for a prescription. Some may just sell it to you as is. I think it is good to think up a story just in case. Most of the people who have bought N successfully didn't just go to one pharmacy. They tried many. And they also tried different cities when they didn't succeed in the first one they went to.
I am not sure about flights, I personally wouldn't risk it.
 
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VengoEnPaz

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Sep 16, 2024
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Hola, has ido a una sola farmacia? Si te fijas en este foro, vas a ver que mucha gente sí logró comprarlo.

Let us know how it goes!

It depends. Some may ask for a prescription. Some may just sell it to you as is. I think it is good to think up a story just in case. Most of the people who have bought N successfully didn't just go to one pharmacy. They tried many. And they also tried different cities when they didn't succeed in the first one they went to.
I am not sure about flights, I personally wouldn't risk it.
Tambien estoy en la misma. Tienes más info?
 
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nihilistic_dragon

Dead already. Just need to dispose of my body now.
Aug 6, 2024
852
Tambien estoy en la misma. Tienes más info?
Y no, nada. Hay gente que logra comprarlo y hay gente que no lo logra. Es igual en Bolivia. Mi plan es viajar a varios lugares e intentar a comprarlo. Y si no me lo venden no sé, creo que voy a buscar SN en algún lado.
 

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