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Mocktezuma

Mocktezuma

Godspeed
Nov 9, 2021
35
Hello,
I finally made the decision to CTB either this weekend or the next one.
I got 20g of N a couple of months ago and tested it with a kit. I'm still not sure if I should IV or swallow it. I already tried to IV saline water just to see if I can do it but I'm a bit scared to mess it up the day I'll CTB so I was wondering if I can swallow it. I'm scared to survive long enough to be rescued as well because for some reasons my liver is very strong.
Oh forgot to mention that I weigh 60kg for 170cm

Will 20g be enough orally or should I IV for good measure ?
 
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FromGermany

Specialist
Oct 23, 2021
336
If 20g will not kill someone, I have no idea how much more bottles one has to drink?

Probably one will not finish IV the whole 20g N before the black out.

Also, no one can say, if it will last for 1 hour, 3, 6 or even 24 hours. A possible rescue is the only disadvantage of N and of course some risks of vomitting. This depends on the individual person.
 
Mocktezuma

Mocktezuma

Godspeed
Nov 9, 2021
35
If 20g will not kill someone, I have no idea how much more bottles one has to drink?

Probably one will not finish IV the whole 20g N before the black out.

Also, no one can say, if it will last for 1 hour, 3, 6 or even 24 hours. A possible rescue is the only disadvantage of N and of course some risks of vomitting. This depends on the individual person.
So you suggest IV ?
 
F

FromGermany

Specialist
Oct 23, 2021
336
As I wrote, in my opinion it can happen, one can IV not enough N before falling asleep unless one has the knowledge and the equipment like in a hospital to do so with an IV access, bottle, stand.

The problem with IV access is, not all of them work all the time for different reasons. I know that from caring my wife very well.
 

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