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Joey

Joey

Enlightened
Jun 14, 2020
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I remember when I was 23 years old.

I used to work at a Fast Food place and I had a red car. I don't know if this was weird or me going crazy but I remember just sitting there dreaming of me driving my car and that I've gotten into a car accident. It was like a gut feeling telling me that I was supposed to die at the age of 25 from that. I had this weird vivid image in my head like a clock ticking...like an actual image of a clock popping up in my head and telling me that I was running out of time and I didn't even drive since due to that fear.

Now that I'm 26, I guess it seems like that I've broken the cycle?

I don't know if you guys are a believer of premonitions, like dreaming of something happening and then having it come true within weeks or months later. Like a "trust your gut" type feeling.

It's complicated.
 
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so tired or manic

so tired or manic

Arcanist
Jun 12, 2020
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it's possible it was never going to happen too. I know there's a form of ocd where you see horrible things. someone was telling me theirs was how they would kind of watch everyone around them die.
 
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