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aya miyanaga

aya miyanaga

GOD KNOWS
Aug 26, 2025
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This is my first article on this website. I use a translator, and there might be some grammar issues... But it doesn't matter anymore. I now have a way and have decided to commit suicide by jumping off a building at three or four in the morning on August 31st. The apartment I live in has eighteen floors, and I will take fifty tablets of Pregabalin and fifty tablets of methoxychlorine to numb my nerves. This method should be feasible. You will faint during the fall, and the pain in your body will be reduced, allowing you to die carefree in a hallucination. But is this really feasible? I think the height of the eighteenth floor is enough for me to die. May I succeed. God bless.
 
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Freedomm

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What kind of surface awaits you upon landing? Are there cars there?
 
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forgottenfantasywrt

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I hope things get better for you one way or another :(
 
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Praestat_Mori

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May 21, 2023
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Welcome to SaSu!

I hope you find peace.
 
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unluckysadness

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Jul 9, 2025
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Welcome here. Sorry that life has been so hard for you. I wish you peace
 
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darksouls

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good luck, I hope you find relief from suffering 🫂:heart:
 
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EmptyBottle

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50 tablets seems to be a lot, wow

Also welcome :3
 
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Johnsonn

Johnsonn

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God bless you as well, I'd be worried about not falling on my head if I were near passing out when falling.
 
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knickknack81

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Apr 28, 2025
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18 floors would most likely do the trick if you are landing on concrete or something similar (its been said anything about 15 has an extremely high fatality rate). If something breaks yr fall, that could make things a little different. Just make sure to be careful who is walking around at that time. Can't say I know anything about the pills you listened, whether or not they will do a good enough job combating SI. Maybe someone else here can comment on that.

Regardless of what you decide to do, I hope you find peace
 
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aya miyanaga

aya miyanaga

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Aug 26, 2025
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Freedomm

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It's a brick paved pedestrian path with cars and shops parked next to it.

Reality hurts more than death, so it will definitely get better...
If you fall on the roof of a car, you have a very high chance of surviving. I hope you understand that.
 
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aya miyanaga

aya miyanaga

GOD KNOWS
Aug 26, 2025
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I hope things get better for you one way or another :(
Reality hurts more than death, so it will definitely get better...
Welcome to SaSu!

I hope you find peace.
Is' sasu 'a place similar to heaven? I want that place to be filled with happiness and joy……Thank u
Welcome here. Sorry that life has been so hard for you. I wish you peace
Thank u, everything here is great
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good luck, I hope you find relief from suffering 🫂:heart:
God bless...Thank you >_<
50 tablets seems to be a lot, wow

Also welcome :3
The medication control in my area is very strict, and they are reducing the suicide rate by making the effect of excessive use of drugs like Pregabalin worse and worse... Fifty pills are not enough to kill.
God bless you as well, I'd be worried about not falling on my head if I were near passing out when falling.
I feel happy when I faint, and at that moment, I don't think about anything…
18 floors would most likely do the trick if you are landing on concrete or something similar (its been said anything about 15 has an extremely high fatality rate). If something breaks yr fall, that could make things a little different. Just make sure to be careful who is walking around at that time. Can't say I know anything about the pills you listened, whether or not they will do a good enough job combating SI. Maybe someone else here can comment on that.

Regardless of what you decide to do, I hope you find peace
I have read reports that people above the tenth floor will die, and I think even if I don't die on the eighteenth floor, I will become a high paraplegic. This drug is a treatment for spinal cord injury, and it may also have analgesic effects? What I know is that after overdose, its addictive and pleasurable effects are very strong.
Good luck 🙏
God bless us……
I hope you find peace 🙏💗
Thank you for your blessings... I hope you will also become better.
If you fall on the roof of a car, you have a very high chance of surviving. I hope you understand that.
The top floor of the apartment I live in has a barrier to block the cars and vendors, similar to a rain shelter. Although this design is strange, I think if I jump off the barrier, I shouldn't hit them.
 
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knickknack81

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I have read reports that people above the tenth floor will die, and I think even if I don't die on the eighteenth floor, I will become a high paraplegic. This drug is a treatment for spinal cord injury, and it may also have analgesic effects? What I know is that after overdose, its addictive and pleasurable effects are very strong.
Yeah ive heard some people say 10th, depnding on what kind of surface they land on. 15 is one people say just to be safe. I am no expert on this by any means. Just dont want to see anyone make any mistakes and make things even worse for themselves.
 
MydnytSorrow

MydnytSorrow

*To Die Would Be An Awfully Big Adventure*
Aug 9, 2025
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My heart and soul are sending you all the hugs that you deserve ❤️