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Rox

New Member
Jun 6, 2019
3
I just so conflicted man. I don't wanna do this for another year.
 
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Morphinekiss

Enlightened
Jun 8, 2019
1,207
Then don't. Keep it sealed and set it aside someplace safe for later. There will always be another chance to get on the bus, but not always another chance to get off.
 
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Severen

Enlightened
Jun 30, 2018
1,819
I just so conflicted man. I don't wanna do this for another year.
I'm torn between CTBing before Cyberpunk comes out or after I beat Cyberpunk because I'm a hardcore PC gamer and have always been since I was 5 years old... And Cyberpunk looks like it is going to be an epic game. And if I was dying, knowing I will never be able to play Cyberpunk...that would not be pleasant experience...
I just so conflicted man. I don't wanna do this for another year.
The game looks so awesome, a year of pain and suffering might be worth it...
 
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Rox

New Member
Jun 6, 2019
3
Yesterday I was thinking about how God would giving me a sign on the day I decide to CTB see that he has been giving me the middle finger for the past 19 year. Stop sending me mix signal God!
 
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LifeIsNotFun

Mage
Jun 1, 2019
530
It looks like a good game, but It'll be overrated just like majority of things. You'll play it, and your serotonin will go up for awhile, and once you beat the game, you'll be depressed again.
 
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AsexualBarbieBoy

Member
Jun 7, 2019
87
Can relate. I'm kinda bummed I won't get to play Pokemon Sword&Shield before I ctb. On the other hand, I'm so depressed and anhedonic that I'll probably not enjoy it.
 
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DoomedxFromBirth

Waste of Agony
Jun 1, 2019
139
Pshh the games keep me going somewhat. Especially now that there is a release date for that. And still need one for the Elder Scrolls :I
 
Loli

Loli

highly flammable
May 25, 2019
119
I'm glad they didn't announce The Elder Scrolls VI release date, that would be just too much
 
ExitTheDay

ExitTheDay

We fight to live or live to die
May 26, 2019
336
Cyberpunk is probably one of the main reasons why I won't kill myself either haha gotta play that shit
 
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fisil

Arcanist
Mar 9, 2019
432
The thing is when Cyberpunk is out and you played there is another stupid thing you keep going maybe it's another game or anything else you might just not ready for ctb or maybe no day ctb ready day.
 
DoomedxFromBirth

DoomedxFromBirth

Waste of Agony
Jun 1, 2019
139
The thing is when Cyberpunk is out and you played there is another stupid thing you keep going maybe it's another game or anything else you might just not ready for ctb or maybe no day ctb ready day.
I guess its a bad and good thing
 
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Vegrau

Wizard
Nov 27, 2018
665
I just so conflicted man. I don't wanna do this for another year.

If you're conflicted then you're still not ready. Do it only when you're sure. This is the end. There's no do over.
 

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