My SN arrives on Saturday. Apart from suicide notes, what should I prepare in the meantime?

[scenery]

I'm intimidated by things I don't know, one of which was the method of ctb for me. Fortunately, I came across this website a few weeks ago and the SN guides really helped. It told me nearly everything I needed to know and answered most of the questions I had.

I wish my last week could be spent doing things I've always wanted to do, fulfill a bucket list maybe, but I'm trying to be discrete as to not tip anyone off—which means I have to endure another week of agony in med school. I wish I could drop out but I'm bounded by a contract so that's not an option for me. But I'm so giddy about my ctb that I haven't even made the effort to read a single page for the exam which is in 5 hours. On one hand, I feel like I need to start cramming now to get a passing mark at least, so that if my ctb attempt fails, at least I'll have a fallback.

But I am bone-tired. I honestly just want to end everything. AND I have no idea where to start organizing my life before Saturday. I haven't even started a farewell letter. And so many pictures and videos to sort through and encrypt! Is there a checklist for the things you need to do before catching the bus?

 

[Zhendou]

You need to definitely write your will before you catch the bus unless you are a minor. Maybe see those who you love one last time too.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

but I'm bounded by a contract so that's not an option for me.

Don't contracts become null and void upon death?

 

[notlongnow]

Music for your final moments. Very important for me!

Burial - Archangel is my departure track.

 

[scenery]

You need to definitely write your will before you catch the bus unless you are a minor. Maybe see those who you love one last time too.

Haven't been a minor for a couple of years now. However, I am financially dependent on my parents, so I'm unsure if the will-writing applies to me.

Don't contracts become null and void upon death?

Yes, but I'm unfortunately still alive and kicking, and I have no intention of shelling out any more money for this degree.