More than a year ago, in December 2023 and January 2024 I was in this phase where I got intense satisfaction and happiness from my Maladaptive Daydreaming. I created scenarios where for a few moments I felt as if transcended into another world. I felt that I would blink my eyes and be there. For a few seconds it felt so real. This was followed by months of despair and gloom. It's happening again. But this time, I just want to jump there . I have a strong belief in rebirth cause I want it to be true. I am thinking that maybe if I end my life , I might be born again as someone better and different.
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- May 30, 2020
- 36
For sure, feed into it ! I usually nagivate through the delusions using music as a catalyst. Walking outside during daytime instead of in my house was also weirdly satisfactory, yet I do understand others prefer the comfort of their homes and not being seen.
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