• ⚠️ UK Access Block Notice: Beginning July 1, 2025, this site will no longer be accessible from the United Kingdom. This is a voluntary decision made by the site's administrators. We were not forced or ordered to implement this block. If you're located in the UK, we recommend using a VPN to maintain access.

time.is.near

time.is.near

drained
Oct 30, 2024
15
I have a depression room. My grandma said I need to stop using my mental illness as an excuse and crutch to be lazy. I'm already off the deep end. O had to call an ambulance on my mom last night and getting back at 3 am and basically got no sleep. I'm already so close, and this has pushed me closer. I'm gonna start giving my things away today I think
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: Overwhelmed52, SVEN and Namelesa
SVEN

SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
2,815
Pretty obvious your Gran has never endured any type of mental ill health herself.
 
  • Like
Reactions: Hollowman and Namelesa
EvisceratedJester

EvisceratedJester

|| What Else Could I Be But a Jester ||
Oct 21, 2023
4,894
A lot of older people in particular tend to be ignorant when it comes to mental illness. I don't completely fault them for this, since many of them were never really educated on the topic and thus have a very poor understanding of it. It is, however, on them to try and learn about it, especially if they have family members or friends who are impacted by it. I wouldn't take anything that she says about you in regards to your mental illness and the effects of it seriously.
 
  • Like
Reactions: beyonddone
B

beyonddone

tried&failed fighting against corrupt family court
Sep 9, 2024
10
Unfortunately others have ABSOLUTELY NO CLUE what this pain feels like.
They are incredibly fortunate to not know what the pain of genuinely wanting to exit feels like.
I wish I didn't feel like this.
It is very upsetting to me (and im sure the majority of us) to just THINK about the fact that we want nothing other than to not be here anymore.
I have not found a single person that even TRIED to understand the way i feel.
It's always … " so u just wanna give up"
As if i actually want to feel like i do
I only can talk about how i feel on here… no one else understands or tries to understand.

I wanted to be done a while ago after realizing i just can't fight this
anymore, but all i can think about is my child, who has been alienated against me by his father and it stops me. Soon it won't continue to stop me.
I hope you find someone to talk to that tried to understand your mental health issues and be supportive
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: SVEN and Overwhelmed52
O

Overwhelmed52

Experienced
Dec 3, 2024
246
I feel you. It is so hard to explain to people who haven't been through it. I wish there was definite proof to convince people that this is real pain. If I had a broken leg, I could show them the x-ray and they would get it. It is real.
 
  • Like
Reactions: Hollowman and beyonddone
B

beyonddone

tried&failed fighting against corrupt family court
Sep 9, 2024
10
When i told my dad how i felt, he literally told me …
"You might as well do it"
He was serious
Whether he just said that or not, idk..
How can one tell when you breakdown hysterically telling someone you dont want to live anymore and all you think about are ways to go and they reply with that..?
I havent spoken to him in months..
He met a new women and told me to go live in my car after he begged me to move in with him initially cuz he was "struggling"

I literally hate everyone anymore
Sorry 😞
Vented too much
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: time.is.near and Overwhelmed52

Similar threads

HumanoidMonster
Replies
9
Views
359
Suicide Discussion
HumanoidMonster
HumanoidMonster
kdraft
Replies
8
Views
425
Suicide Discussion
Binderz
B
SomewhatLoved
Replies
28
Views
977
Suicide Discussion
Dot
Dot
Droso
Replies
3
Views
319
Suicide Discussion
LittleMagician
LittleMagician